It's okay; I've totally lost my mind.
After three weeks of stressing out and headaches, boy and I have agreed that it'd actually be in both our best interests if he returns to Connecticut.
Mind, I'll miss the hell out of him, and a small part of me wants to stay, but roughing it under one roof for (at least) seven months when neither of us have our shit together? I'll just say that somewhere inside I was freaking out, because I could smell the beginning of animosity where it wasn't wanted or needed, but would crop up at some point.
And then in July I'd be gone, anyway, so why opt for two giant transitional phases, one to lead right into each other?
Phew.
In other news, I'm still a big ball of argh, and just want to run around and chill out. Simultaneously. This has been a secretively long, tiring month. Makes for good art, though.
Subject to change.
They're playing Donnie Darko on the screen in one of the theaters downtown, 7pm on February 13th.
I can't attend the Tom Waits concert film because my friend's having her going-away party tonight. Part of me is indeed disappointed, but I'll survive.
After three weeks of stressing out and headaches, boy and I have agreed that it'd actually be in both our best interests if he returns to Connecticut.
Mind, I'll miss the hell out of him, and a small part of me wants to stay, but roughing it under one roof for (at least) seven months when neither of us have our shit together? I'll just say that somewhere inside I was freaking out, because I could smell the beginning of animosity where it wasn't wanted or needed, but would crop up at some point.
And then in July I'd be gone, anyway, so why opt for two giant transitional phases, one to lead right into each other?
Phew.
In other news, I'm still a big ball of argh, and just want to run around and chill out. Simultaneously. This has been a secretively long, tiring month. Makes for good art, though.
Subject to change.
They're playing Donnie Darko on the screen in one of the theaters downtown, 7pm on February 13th.
I can't attend the Tom Waits concert film because my friend's having her going-away party tonight. Part of me is indeed disappointed, but I'll survive.
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peart:
Man has it been since the 26th since I seen white noise? It still sucked...
fil:
I just got over being a ball of argh recently. Daily meditation goes a long way towards calming you down. Give it a shot, you can probably find some guided meditation MP3s online - just pop it in your iPod or burn it on a CD, and take a little while to get your shit together each morning.