do not under any circumstances read old love letters before you go to bed unless you are : a) prepared to feel awful or b) actually over the person who wrote it and just remeniscing.
I need to get a better grip on things or I'l never be happy.
I need to get a better grip on things or I'l never be happy.
Human language is such a weak-arse tool for fleshing out topics like this. So uh... be true to your feelings etc.
Or, on a more serious note... fuck it. You'll feel the way you feel... and eventually get better. You might be different, but you probably won't notice because you'll be too busy doing stuff and not feeling like shit all the time. Trust me... it will eventually happen. Serious.