Sunday Mar 06, 2011

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Good, Chill weekend. Need to get back on track with working out and writing. Been really distracted and I'm not going to let it happen any more.
walk_this_way:
Sounds like you follow a pretty impressive routine for exercise. I'm sure you'll be back into the swing of things in no time flat. smile

Sunday Feb 27, 2011

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Had another great long weekend. Life is just really good.
I've recognized that recently, even though I didn't know it was possible, I am more sexually open-minded and confident. I've even started to think that I might try to become a hopeful. Also, I've always been kind of interested in camming and my girl-friend really wants me to do a show with her. I think...
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vanceowen:
Be very sure about doing anything that will outlive you, and make sure once you commit to it, to commit fully. But above all enjoy yourself.
vanceowen:
Personal disclosure. I was offered a chance to pose in Playgirl back when I was 19. I did test shots and was offered $5k. I was all onboard till, as all good Italian boys, I checked with my mom. She freaked, and needless to say I backed out. At this point in my life I wouldn't mind having some fabulously air-brushed shots of me before I got fat and old, but I would perfer to be the one to choose who to share them with.

Wednesday Feb 23, 2011

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Had an AMAZING long weekend!

Friday: Went to a party feeling incredibly liberated, had a blast with some friends and chatted with some new people. We played socialbles and a rule was made that me and this sexy girl-friend of mine had to make out on ever even card. So great! We both liked the excuse, even if we didn't like the pressure. She's such...
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m00dy:
What is the "The Pervert Game."

and i am looking forward to see the new ink smile

Sunday Feb 20, 2011

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Wow, so Valentine's day Clint was going to call me when he was off work. He did but there was confusion because he called me from the restaurant and thought he called the wrong number.
Then he told me that he ended up spending the night having a bunch of co-workers go to A** and N**'s house and stayed there until 6, when he crashed...
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stoneart:
I have to agree with vanceowen...I think it would be best if you didn't know and as hard of a thing it is to do (believe me I know first hand) to try and move on. Concentrate on yourself and be happy just for the sake of being happy. You're gorgeous, young and full of life. You would feel 100% better without so much heartache and drama in your life. I hope for the best for you and whatever happens just keep your chin up and keep smiling. You deserve way better. kissblush
longlostsapper:
I dont know I hate being lied to if its stuipd dumb crap there lieng about then what else are they lieng about but I'm paranoid

Thursday Feb 17, 2011

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He's coming over sunday.
Should I have sex with him? or resist?
It will be really hard to say no, he's uber sexy....
But, if I do, I'm sure I'll find out exactly what he wants. But I'm also a little afraid to find out what that is...
bjonestown:
stay in the moment. you'll know what to do on Sunday.
xoxo

Wednesday Feb 16, 2011

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Why does he have to be so sexy? This would be easy if he were just ugly....

Another great day at work!
On Monday I was given a new pricing position at the store. Tuesday, my second day, my boss told me I was the best Men's pricer she had seen in years. That felt great! Today she continued, telling me that I was doing...
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Tuesday Feb 15, 2011

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Anything that is connected with fear,
a mature person should disconnect
himself from. That's how maturity comes.
Just watch all your acts, all your beliefs,
and find out whether they are based
in reality, in experience, or based in fear.
And anything based in fear
has to be dropped immediately
without a second thought.
It is your armor.

Osho

What is it I fear? Some...
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nd_watch:
Fear is part of our lives, how we deal with fear.. now that really varies between people.
vanceowen:
Like I said before destruction is a part of the creative process, just don't leave it unfinished. Be sure to create from it.

Monday Feb 14, 2011

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Originally I was going to celebrate Valentine's Day with a box of wine, a cheesecake and the L Word. But then I got home today and took my freezer out of the box and have decided that I am instead going to make a castle out of cardboard.

All Hail Queen Me!
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amurderofcrows:
castle!!!!
vanceowen:
Fuck I laughed at that.

Saturday Feb 12, 2011

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A mind that makes itself humble
is no longer a humble mind.
It is only when one has humility,
not a cultivated humility,
that one is able to meet
the things of life that are so pressing,
because then one is not important,
one doesn't look through
one's own pressures
and sense of importance;
one looks at the problem for itself
and then one is...
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nd_watch:
Bran is going to enjoy the browning!! They sure do sound good to me!

How can a "mistake" that ends up being a good thing be a mistake? I think somepart of you was screaming... Send the text!!!!" and it was correct....

Nice quote!

ND
vanceowen:
The brownies sound awesome. Seriously awesome. I haven't had chocolate for 10lbs now.

Thursday Feb 10, 2011

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Debating, should I go to yoga today? I think they moved the location and I'm not on the mailing list so I won't know where too. And I'm having a really crappy day. And I would like to go to Schooners at seven. But I would like to see the girls... I am going to see them at the martini party tomorrow. Hmm... what a...
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vanceowen:
Martinis? Really? I tried one, it tasted like window cleaner. Have fun!!!
amurderofcrows:
Give yourself as much structure as you can during these rough patches. Yes, go to yoga is you can. They have to have a phone number somewhere, right?

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