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I had a video to share but I cannot get it to let me do so. So I give up.


I'm going to add to this now some more of my feelings:
Since June 20th I have had something to distract me every day. I drove to the coast. I worked two jobs. I filled my life with random strangers clinging to the idea that...
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stoneart:
You should have told me...I would gladly share with you haha wink

I took all my good ones down haha
hennessy:
seeing pictures of horfrost makes me shudder and brings back terrible memories of work. It is nice to look at though. I have one or two pictures in my blog.
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I was having an OK day.
Then I got my paper back, 97%, great day.
Then I checked my e-mail and His mom had sent me an e-mail asking how I was and where I got something that He and I used to share that she wants to buy Him for Christmas.
A lovely reminder that I will be alone during this three week break...
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epiphine:
Things will get better, they always do. Hang in there, stick to your guns and move forward with all your plans, tomorrow just might be a 100% great day smile
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What do you do if you have found the man who you want to have a family with and you want to be a part of his family?
What if you have spent two years with him?
You two have never really had a fight, minus a few small disagreements.
Except of course when one, or both, of you were drunk.
Then things could sometimes...
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ecrivaine:
Strider.
I was raised by alcoholics. My grandfather died at the age of 52, my parents have restraining orders against each other, my mother kicked me out when I was in high school and the alcoholic trend has followed suit to my two brothers. My first boyfriend's father was a recovered alcoholic and some of my closest friends are ex heroin and meth addicts.
I understand the beast.
I grew up fast.
I may be 23 but I think I know exactly what I want for the rest of my life. You may think I'm being a silly kid, but when I sit down and talk to a stranger the inevitably ALWAYS ask my age because I seem older than I look. They always think I'm 27-32...

I know I do not need someone to "complete" me. That was a remnant of cliche.
But I DO believe that there are a few people in the world who are your "other half" you bring out the best in them and they the best in you.
Most people right now will stop me and say I didn't bring out the best in him: but I did, for a while. He was sober for quite some time with me. And he wants change. He knows there is a problem and wants to get better.
tc_nikon:
I think that you need to spend time trying to work on yourself first. Once you are in a better position then if and only if the other person wants help then you can help. I know you may understand the beast so that means that you already know that if a person is not ready to end their destructive ways then there is no way that you can help them or make them change. You may believe that this person is your better half and that this person may complete you.

I hope things work out for you...
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I'm having a really crappy day.
I don't know if it's all in my head, but I feel like people don't like me.

Some of the people in my life I think just associate with me out of kindness, not desire.
And people I don't know never want to talk to me.

This whole thing is making me feel really lonely and anti-social. The thing...
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andresr:
Envy them, sure! Bet you are amazing, so relax, all on your time!
snowmiser:
there you go. three in a span of an hour. you are on a roll......
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It is impossible to find women in this city. That is all.
fbprince:
Then go for a man... I'm sure there's not shortage of those!
joecoog:
I am Joe's Sense of Direction.
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I miss DBZ marathons and Golden Girls. I miss throwing knives and shooting arrows. I miss staying up till 4 am just to go to bed. I miss Pokemon. I miss this song. I miss True Romance...
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willy81:
DBZ was awesome! There is a web page that has like every DBZ ever made on it that you can stream! But the web page is on my desk top computer, can get it for ya later if ya want.
willy81:
It also has Bleach... Yea I have most of DBZ myself but no dragon ball and I just couldnt get into GT. Have you ever read any of the Manga's from dragon ball? It Is was way better then the shows IMO. smile
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Conversation I just had with my roommate.

Him: Thanks dude
Me: I'm afraid I don't have a penis
Him: I don't know that!
Me: I believe you do...
Him: Yeah, but penises grow
Me: Oh, you're right, you caught me, I have a penis. It's already 7" long.
Him: Jesus that's fast!
Me: What can I say, I'm a natural
Him: You're the envy of...
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Shitty shitty shitty night. I'm laying bed and getting drunk.
ecrivaine:
And all I want to do is go on chat but I can't cause I'm on an iPad.
snow_cr4sh:
Facebook chat is working on the iPad. But ok, this is not SG...
Change yours ideas. Do something. E.g. brush your French using YouTube smile