Needing some love... Just found out that the ex has turned to coke to assist (?) with the drinking. I know that I did the right thing in leaving him, and this certainly reassures it-it just hurts so much. Watching someone I love waste away and destroy their body, mind and life is so hard. I want to be able to be there for him, but I know I can't. I just want him to be okay...
codemonkeym:
Sorry. It really sucks. I've known people that destroyed themselves like that. 
Stay strong!
Stay strong!
jayded1:
I was in a similar situation. It is not fun, just remember you made the right choice.