Wednesday Mar 19, 2003

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my life is upside down right now:

--> my heart has been broken and is now on the mend.

--> my music is beautiful and so hard to finish.

--> my restaurant is in total chaos and it's gonna take a lot of love and hard work to fix it.

--> my foot is still broken and i'm tired of hurting and limping.

--> and to top it all off, my sex life is completely nonexistant.

maybe i need to move to the city. there's little chance for random fun encounters with crazy, fun girls when your mode of transportation just got totaled and you live in a sleepy little part of the east bay. my place is beautifuland so, so cheap. my cat is free to wander and she loves it here...but me? i'm fucking bored here. i miss my motorcycle and i miss that delicious sense of arousal - the one that you enjoy feeling because you know that you're gonna have some very good fun very soon, instead of the sad sense of longing that i feel right now. everything is in flux...and i've never been that good with changes.
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so if any of you out there wanna get into some trouble with me - well, right now i'm ready and dangerously willing...
freaky_tiki:
Wow and I thought moving out to the East Bay was going to be a step up from this little whole in the wall over here. Plans were to be out there by July...but recent events (that seem to parallel your list above) are going to slow things down a bit. There are so many changes happening right now...don't feel like you are alone in everything...I would say a good 75%-85% of the people I talk to on a regular basis are feeling the way you are right now. We are all going through things together...how creepy is that? *que the spooky scifi music*



:edit: Just saw you like Eddie Izzard! I love him! Ciao!

[Edited on Mar 19, 2003]

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