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i realized this evening that, in retrospect, summing up my last relationship.....

i spent 2 years with a great 1 night stand

sad really.
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robin:
oh i loveeeeee you.
'queen of cool'
i think that's my favorite nickname yet.
oh and you better never change that crush or i will beat you up....and then leave you for dead tied to a fence with one of my many scarves wink

thank you again for the desktop - i send it to everyone i know (which is like 4 people)

xoxo
bettietwoguns:
i need a scanner to get the red hair photo to you. patience please.
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watched "kilby" last nite and saw morrissey sing...

10 years ago i would've thought it was really cool...now i just feel old.
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bettietwoguns:
when i posted while you were updating . . .
bettietwoguns:
btw. i think yer handsome.
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i wanna eat jelly,jelly,jelly,jelly,jelly,jelly,jelly,jelly beans

and you can have cherry,cherry,cherry,cherry,cherry,cherry drops
bettietwoguns:
poo. i just commented on yer last entry.
bettietwoguns:
why are you neve on aim?

i'll have strawberry.
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so i wanna buy a house....

whats better....?
a okay house in a great nieghborhood
or
a great house in an okay nieghborhood??

taking into consideration that i am totally misanthropic and also not very handy when it comes to "re-doing" household stuff.

maybe a houseboat....
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bettietwoguns:
i used to have hair that red. i'll look for the picture.
bettietwoguns:
why is yer aim not on?
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..............SEETHING...........

I believe that is my knew descriptive word for myself... it seems that I am going through a period where everything sets me off.... not in an angry way, just an iritated, woody allen, neurotic kinda way.......seething.
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bettietwoguns:
you are too cute. i like seeing yer whole face.
dia:
digging the desktops you made, hot shit, I like (from a designer standpoint, I'm a design whore).
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so this weekend was filled with chores....

wedding to go to on saturday, in which i didnt know anyone but the groom, so I have to sit at a table with like 8 people who I don't know, trying desperately to make small talk...whadda ya do?.....where are ya from?....yada,yada,yada....
so i told everyone that i was a demolition expert who gets called in as a...
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cypher:
thanks. it was written for my amusement..and sol's.
bettietwoguns:
ummm, you look younger than 32. hehe.
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Is there a BOTTOM LINE to everything?

I agree that all things have factors involved, but when all is said and done don't all those factors still boil down to a Bottom Line.....?

I am trying to defend my analytical nature here....
sumgirl:
uh, didn't you once promise to send a girl naked pictures, hmhmmm?

i think that the concept of " a bottom line" is derived from man's desire to constantly need to understand everything, to boil it down, or as plato once said "to compartmentalise". we like to put things in boxes and categories, because then we can live under the allusion that we are actually capable of understanding the world. (no attack on your analytical nature of course wink

One phrase that does bug me is at the end of the day", this always seems to be preceding or approaching negativity.

i like your stats too!
bettietwoguns:
hello, sir. the bottom line to everything is that i think you're neat. and i'm still lookin for a sugar daddy.
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sleepy.....

is it bad if i think about crashing my car on the way to work everyday?
i think its more a "death curious" though than a "death wish" thought.

who knows.....?
demolitionkitten:
well, I think it's normal...
but that probably isn't saying much.
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Okay, so the new set has me sold on Bailey....the glasses, the hair, the tats, mmmmm....its all so very distracting from my daily routine.
bettietwoguns:
there it is! did you see mine?
eris:
yeah, i'm totally a jersey drop out. although after spending a week in portland i think i'm offically an east coast drop out.

i'm a coast trader.

i love it this side of the mississippi.

*grin*
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things that would be cool this weekend:

-rain
-sleep
-chilly air
-new shoes
-snapple orangeade
-catching teamo supremo
-finding something in common with someone i didnt think i had anything in common with
-maybe a movie
-chicken parm
-the phone not ringing
-a friendly "pop-in"
-Cola Slurpee
-meeting a cute little geeky chic with glasses
-having noone bitch at me about decisions i've made recently...
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bettietwoguns:
where'd the other pic go?
joscelyne:
if what keeps up??
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too much....

vodka and cran
cigarettes
verbal abuse
time wasted
lack of sleep
work to do
years gone by
pain in the head

need a vacation from life for awhile
bettietwoguns:
vodka and cran is my favorite.
bettietwoguns:
i like the new photo.
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recipe for disaster:

1 artsy-fartsy design guy
1 ex-girl friend
1 smokey meeting place
1 crappy apology
10,000 verbal assaults


....check please!
bettietwoguns:
yikes.