echo

no matter what, keep the hope.


has any kind of decision been reached?

anyhow...I just meant to drop in and say hi and hope you are doing well.


*hugs*

v

Sorry. We're clueless, commitment scared jerks, who don't know a wonderful thing when we see it. I've fucked up relationships by being the asshole. I'm not proud of it, but it's the truth. Then I found the right woman who I was ready to commit to fully. She had her guard up becase she had been hurt before. It took a lot of patience and communication to get her to realy accept my love. It was worth it!! My relationship is still new and myfear is not or commitment or love, but that some stupid prior jerk instinct will come back and that I mess things up.

By opening yourself up for the joys of love, you also open youself up to the pain. Keep up the hope and be ready to accept love. It would realy suck to find a guy ready to love you, but to reject it out fear.

The pictorials show you to be beautiful on the outside, your journal shows a brighter beauty on the inside. Stay true to yourself. You'll find someone and you'll both be ready for eachother.