ecachuisonfire

Don't tell me about love.

don't use those words on me.

Not anymore. Love =bullshit. its used to loosely. 3 days equals i love you. it took me months to feel how i did about you and it took you only weeks to think you feel like that for me...i didn't beleive you...

don't tell me you have feelings for me.

don't tell me you care about me.

don't tell me you want to be with me...

don't tell me anything that can be deceiving...

just don't say anything.

"you're beautiful and amazing" mean nothing to me when the feelings of love are not there to back them up.

"i care alot about you" don't mean the same as i love you.

i won't miss you anymore.

i've stopped seeing you twice before

i don't want to see you

i want to hear you say "i love you"

but i guess i have to be on my deathbed

before i hear or even know you'll be standing there.

i have told you a million times

i can't wait forever...and i've stopped waiting once before.

you were counting on it not lasting long.

you begged me to give you a second chance...to be here with me...

so here i have been for months on end...just waiting for you to prove your second chance.

but you have not made a single move...just sweet talk all the time

i get so tired...i want something new...

i get so tired of literally feeling my heart in half. feeling like i;m not alive.

i want to give someone a chance...

problem is...i can't bring myself to get hurt again...e

all i know is you better make up your mind...

because your chance is almost expired...and i don't give fourth chances...because i think i gave you a third chance on the fourth of july

you still haven't done anything with it.

strike one...strike two...will there ever be a walk?