ebonyblutengel

sometimes the illusion seems so real. the journey that we throw ourselves into, puts its arms around you, and often squeezes so tightly that my shoulderblades want to pop out of my back. The reality. Sometimes its so pleasant though, like the ability to see, touch, taste, feel. The smell of a boquet of roses, the feel of rain on my face. The sound of chanting, beating through my body like how blood would course through veins. The taste of my lovers blood, pure, but tainted by me, only in that good way.I will taste it again...bliss in hell. hell in bliss. a fantasy amidst this reality. our perception gives us the dream we want to live.... im physically exhausted but mentally intrigued, passionate and curious. Excited even! being born, is waking up in an instant love hate relationship....but ultimately, the relationship is whatever we make it become. i love having this power. this power of knowledge. most people are sooooo lost...thankfully i am no longer one of them. not in this lifetime, nor any after. i am strictly on a journey to better myself, by gaining more knowledge. they say knowledge IS power. so go out there and TAKE IT! Experience life!

All of it