ebonyblutengel

Im sure many people get the feeling of total confusion, in their lifetimes. Right? lol.....

I have this problem with my mind. It never stops thinking. Ever. And the other day I did some E to celebrate my 22nd birthday. When I started to come down, I started talking to what would seem to be Gibberish, to the normal person. But, everything I was babbling, was incoherent in the order that it came out. but then i got to thinkin (on top of the many other thoughts inside my head already) that, if i woulda recorded that whole session, and wrote down every third sentence in a different book , to make three books in total, maybe it woulda made more sense to the normal person. If the books were written and read in order. but, some of the thoughts that i spewed out, were coherent, they made sense but i used alot of metaphor. For example Sex is like handwriting. not everyone is good at it, I am, and my handwriting is beautiful too. think of the smooth motions, long sweep of the pen on the paper, the swirls that make up the letter and the constant connected flowing motion of each letter to make up the whole word. sex is like handwriting. but because my mind creates thoughts at such an unnatural excelled speed, every third sentence was said at the wrong time. hehehe....