eblaz007

i was reading my journal entries, and i realized that i might have an anger proplem???(lol) and i fucking love it! there are few things that i really give a fuck about. ever since i have released the inner asshole, i feel alot better. theres not really a whole lot that i like about life, so unfortunatly i will probably never be happy. but i am totally cool with that, i know what this life for me is about, and i will live my life accordingly. some people think they are so important and special( their not!) and they deserve something extra out of life( but they wont) i think my Nihilistic existential life style is in full effect, i wonder when this will get old( then whats next?) and YES i am medicated!lol and i still feel this way. any one dare me to get off the meds!!!!!! REDRUM!!!!!!!!!