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I want to do something tonight. Someone invite me somewhere fun.

OK fine...anytime this week.

I should have been on this site a long time ago. Thank you for all the birthday wishes. I had more people wish me happy birthday this year than the last 5 combined. So thank you all soooo very much.

Life is back in the crapper. The weeeee was me going back down in that rollercoaster. But it's ok. It's like in that movie Serendipity,...
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WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Does anybody else wonder why the hell we still have so many soldiers in Iraq. All we do is keep losing more and more of them every week. They had their elections, Saddam is being tried, we can train their police force with much fewer people. Bring our fuckin kids home already!


Bring back our blow job president!


Quote of the day:
"I regret that...
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Hmmmm. Update time. Work = good. Life=good. Ok thats it.

just kidding. Well, at least I humor myself.


Quote of the day:

"Get busy living, or get busy dying."

Song lyric of the day:

"Tell me how you really feel
Tell me what is on the inside of you
All the somethings you conceal
Only keep away the ones who love you"

Life is a...
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I have just experienced the greatest 3 days of my life but I have been afraid to mention it for fear that it will vanish. Don't pinch me because I dont want to wake up.

I can't say goodbye so I will say so long. I am so full of what ifs, but what ifs get me nowhere. I don't want to forget, though forgetting would make this so much easier. Never say never.

I am neither sad nor mad. Not happy or angry. I am simply here.

Back up in the bay area for a couple days. It is weird to be back. All I can think about is being back in LA.


I have a one track mind. I want to be...

How can I even begin to put into words what I am trying to do right now. Maybe I can find some good song lyrics to explain things. hahaha.

Every word or thought I have ever had has been said better in a song lyric. How depressing.

Favorite current lyric:
"...It does not bother me to say this isn't love
Because if you don't want to talk about it then
it isn't love
and I guess I'm going to have to live that
but, I'm sure there's something in a shade of gray
or...
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Can i expect someone to ever forgive me, if I cant forgive myself?

What is forgiveness? Is it forgetting? Or is is understanding?