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OK, so i am breathing normal again and thought I would write.

I am kinda past missing sex, well not really, but saying that keeps me sane. What I really miss is having a person fall asleep with their head on my lap watching a movie.

Someone comfortable enough to sit in silence with me.

To be able to gently touch someone's back for hours without it being sexual.

A long slow wet kiss.

I miss good conversation.

Last week I had to stay up for work and couldn't go to sleep so someone invited me over to watch a movie and I just sat on the couch with her in her pajamas asleep against me. I gently stroke her back as she slept. So peaceful. I swear it took almost 50% of the tension and stress in my life away. But nothing has happened since. Damn.

I had a great dinner date with someone. Great conversation, so much in common, beautiful woman, etc. Night ended horribly once dinner was over. Sucky thing number 2.

I keep getting teased with all this good. But it is like getting a homemade chocolate cake and smelling it and then getting it taken away.

And this is the end of the Ian whine section.