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Hmmmm. Update time. Work = good. Life=good. Ok thats it.

just kidding. Well, at least I humor myself.


Quote of the day:

"Get busy living, or get busy dying."

Song lyric of the day:

"Tell me how you really feel
Tell me what is on the inside of you
All the somethings you conceal
Only keep away the ones who love you"

Life is a...
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I have just experienced the greatest 3 days of my life but I have been afraid to mention it for fear that it will vanish. Don't pinch me because I dont want to wake up.

I can't say goodbye so I will say so long. I am so full of what ifs, but what ifs get me nowhere. I don't want to forget, though forgetting would make this so much easier. Never say never.

I am neither sad nor mad. Not happy or angry. I am simply here.

Back up in the bay area for a couple days. It is weird to be back. All I can think about is being back in LA.


I have a one track mind. I want to be...

How can I even begin to put into words what I am trying to do right now. Maybe I can find some good song lyrics to explain things. hahaha.

Every word or thought I have ever had has been said better in a song lyric. How depressing.

Favorite current lyric:
"...It does not bother me to say this isn't love
Because if you don't want to talk about it then
it isn't love
and I guess I'm going to have to live that
but, I'm sure there's something in a shade of gray
or...
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Can i expect someone to ever forgive me, if I cant forgive myself?

What is forgiveness? Is it forgetting? Or is is understanding?

All you need is glove!

New Orleans.

My friends list.

Everyone.

When in doubt have the beatles show u the way. Hooray Yellow Submarine.

So first things first...I showered w00t! I have been using a loofa lately and this bath stuff i was recommended by a friend and oh my goodness I am soft lately. Wow it really helps. Very cool. Very gay I know, but I am comfortable in my manliness.

Went to Bats day at Disneyland. Very cool. Over 1600 showed up for the photo shoot at...
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Note to self. When u can smell urself, maybe it is time to shower.

This whole working in bed thing makes me a lazy boy. I did see the outside world yesterday, which was a new experience. Luckily I am not really eating much or I could end up like that guy in Se7en. ugh.

Hopefully going to Bats day tomorrow. w00t!

Just wanted to say Casper's set rocks.

Is it bad that all I want to do lately is lounge in bed, with someone curled in my arms?

work, nah!
play, nah!
naked time...yay!

My updates suck. I read all my friends posts and they are so eloquent and witty. Mine read Me happy. Me eat food. food good. me want more. Me do this. Blah, blah, blah.

Working at home is going well. It is hard to fill up your day with actual work, but hopefully as things start to get crazy with the website, i will be...
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