eatme

Alot of sleep i got... now im waiting for her to come pick up our Son. Poor kid... he has no idea whats going on. Sometimes i wish we could have one chance to go back in time to fix something we FUCKED up... Cant say it was all my fault though. Marriages are supposed to be 2 people joining to become one... One person stops giving, it all falls apart. I swore up and down i wasnt going to be my parents... i hated the fact growing up that my Dad had been married 3 fucking times and jsut recently ended his fourth... And my mom, i guess she was lucky enough to have the faith to believe in God... she found her self i good christian man... he has a mouth like a sailor but he has been more of a father to me than my own. God heh.... where is this God?