earthtocat

it's mine!!

I hate birthdays, they make me feel so awful. I feel old and depressed, as I've done nothing of relevance with my existence. I spend so much time looking back at to the year that just passed, the mistakes I made and the things I could have done better. But I guess I should focus on the good things. Being so negative it's something I still have to work so hard to overcome. I can say that I'm going to try to make myself better in this new year of my life but I've come to realise that whenever I try I tend to fail. Chance has to come naturally to me.

But hey, my 18th year wasn't that bad. I was pretty happy most of the time. I hope the 19th is even better. here's to another one