Thursday Jun 17, 2004

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ever get the impression some people try too hard and others try too little? for waht you ask, anythign really, it's hard to find the middle ground in this murky world, so if any one knows quite how to apply themselves more than the little, let me know, i'd to try it out to see what it's like.

ok, sometimes i get paranoid and think you all hate me, yes i'm being stupid, cos how could you hate m,e, cos i'm fuckin brill to be honest.

leave you with this question? would you do me?

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update new pics uploaded, mostly in study of my form folder, beware there is soem shocking colours and candids there, so don't be alarmed, or call the police. kiss
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emiloo:
ACtually, I have a pretty pessimistic view of the world. I also feel that humans have a tendancy to be selfish and greedy and don't think of the other person/creature/anything. I got the whole river idea from a book, actually. In Siddhartha, there's this part where the character sees that the "river is always moving and changing, but always the same." (Not the exact words, but I felt I should quote it.) And when I was sitting next to the water I realized that one-ness and unity of all things more than ever, and after experiencing those thoughts for myself and giving it my own interpretation, it turned into that jumble of words which u read the other day. So I was feeling a little more positive than usual....because most of the time I basically say that the world is fucked and it's all our fault. But anyway...u should read Siddhartha. It's by Herman Hesse. That book could change the world if everyone would read it.

Hope ur having a good weekend. smile
mschrista:
hi cute boy hows it going?
kiss

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