earthbeard

well it's been a while my lovelies, you miss me?

well its my birthday today. may 12th 1978, i will be all of 26, the wrong side of twenty, and boy have i felt old and useless lately. i've just gotten into a funk the past few months, with the last week being especially bad, i can't shake the feelign i'm letting life pass me by, without even trying to live it? i'm twenty six and have seemed to have achieved very little, all odd.

had a surreal day at work, i didn't phone in on monday and took the day off, without calling or answering their calls, well we all know this is bad, i arrived on tues morn expecting to be fired, but every just carried on as if i didn't even miss monday? very odd, they asked me how i was, and if i was feeling better? but to be honest i'm not, i just keep wantign to lie down and ignore the world, but my mind despite its self loathign won't let me.

on a happier note, my gerbals are doing fine, hopefully more pics up wed night, and there cute if somewhat noisy buggers.

my girlfriends doign her 2nd year pyschology exams at the mo, so wish her look for me, as i do every single second of every day.


p.s don't watch Van Helsing, utterly awful

and i'm not ignoring you, just not too chatty, i've been lurking in all your journals like a weirdo creep

's to you all.
the end.