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Newcastle, England

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Friday Jan 09, 2009

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Haha, so I found this video of me as a kid, doing this weird drama on video with my best friend at the time, Jill. I think I was 14/15?
You know what? I was so skinny! I used to hate my figure as a teenager- I used to look at other women and think 'wow, even if I was a tiny bit overweight, I wouldn't mind, as it's so much sexier.' I used to wear clothes and they used to hang off me, ick. But these days my figure looks really trendy, the whole lollypop effect.

I used to get horrifically bullied too at this age - and you know, there was nothing wrong with me. Look, I had a so-called great figure, (long legs at least) a pretty face, and my hair is bad, but hey- it was the 90's. I was smart, creative, and a generally nice kid. I was always nice to everyone.
Hm. It's odd, you look back and think 'ow, I was such a freak!' but watching this video back, I'm like 'oh.. '







- me, blatantly staring at my friend's ass for a good couple of minutes in the video. Dear me.





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