I had a dream that John Barrowman was bisexual.
I love Tochwood and Doctor Who, and especially love John and his partner Scott. So i had this crazy dream that I was sleeping with John Barrowman, and two god looking male twins that I know. In my dream, I was just deliciously content with all the good variety I had, and being able to date everyone at once.
I had been working on my novel right before bed, focusing on my two gay male characters. Odd though, that John Barrowman was featured in a smutty way. I love gay men, and have quite a fetish for them; but if I see them kissing women at all, I get upset. I'll admit to being a bit voyeristic, I just like seeing them being gay and not being interested in women.
So, as cute as John is, I don't think of him that way. I just like to daydream about him kissing his partner, Scott, or Ianto in Torchwood. So I'm convinced that it must be symbolic of something else. Fun dream though.
I use to date an older bisexual man, ad he used to kiss men in front of me. That was exciting. There as some good gender roleplay too. I miss him. There's another older bisexual man who's hitting on me actually, and he set me up on a blind date with his lesbian sister the other day, lol.
LA is boring. Everyone Ive met has been really fun, but always so busy! I want some hard drinking time, maybe a club, some good dancing, lesbians.. .etc..
I never struggle to make friends, I usually do it well. But I've not met any 'call up and go random places' friends yet. It's really lonely. Plus my ex boyfriend is turning up in LA in a couple of weeks, hoping I'll fail in my career so I'll settle and have 3 children with him. eeeekk!!
*...need hugs*
I love Tochwood and Doctor Who, and especially love John and his partner Scott. So i had this crazy dream that I was sleeping with John Barrowman, and two god looking male twins that I know. In my dream, I was just deliciously content with all the good variety I had, and being able to date everyone at once.
I had been working on my novel right before bed, focusing on my two gay male characters. Odd though, that John Barrowman was featured in a smutty way. I love gay men, and have quite a fetish for them; but if I see them kissing women at all, I get upset. I'll admit to being a bit voyeristic, I just like seeing them being gay and not being interested in women.
So, as cute as John is, I don't think of him that way. I just like to daydream about him kissing his partner, Scott, or Ianto in Torchwood. So I'm convinced that it must be symbolic of something else. Fun dream though.
I use to date an older bisexual man, ad he used to kiss men in front of me. That was exciting. There as some good gender roleplay too. I miss him. There's another older bisexual man who's hitting on me actually, and he set me up on a blind date with his lesbian sister the other day, lol.
LA is boring. Everyone Ive met has been really fun, but always so busy! I want some hard drinking time, maybe a club, some good dancing, lesbians.. .etc..
I never struggle to make friends, I usually do it well. But I've not met any 'call up and go random places' friends yet. It's really lonely. Plus my ex boyfriend is turning up in LA in a couple of weeks, hoping I'll fail in my career so I'll settle and have 3 children with him. eeeekk!!
*...need hugs*