earnest_suicide

I have artists block. Hmm.. I need to pitch a film idea for my third year, and I have not too much... I'm thinking of doing it about gender. I HATE the binary system; all that gender roles bullshit. But I'm not feminist! Seriously. The first thing that goes through my mind when I see a lady isn't 'oh, what an empowered strong woman.' More often, I'll be checking out her thighs. They're my weakness....

Yeah, so, not feminist. I'm quite a male-ist. See? There isn't even a word for it! Well, if there is, it musn't be half as well known as feminism. What ever happened to be a fucking individual? Boys, girls, in-between, whatever!!! Just be a person first, PLEASE. Live it up, love it up. Be happy

Feeling very very very lovesick atm. First time in love. I usually love laughing at poor people who are smitten. I'm usualy sooo cynical about love. Then it happened to me, and I'm fufilling every cliche in the book! I've been getting odd fluffy cloud-ish moments. *sigh*. All my friends are baffled. I'm baffled. My personality has gone to haywire. I feel idealistic, smitten and ready to gallop to the ends of the earth.

...I miss Ireland.

Oh, I'm getting photos taken for this site soon. We're having studio time so my friend can brush up his studio photography after the long summer. So I'm picking out something cute to wear . Watch this space!

So, animation. I need a film idea!!! I want to paint bears. They've been following me around. No.. not real ones. I'm english, all our wildlife is extinct! Except for the rabbits. Fake bears. Polars, pandas, etc... I might paint some.

(Long post, I know!) I've been writing too. I'm doing a novel atm, maybs I'll add some drabbles in a day or two.