eachdawnidie

...so if anyone actually cares about any of this shit, this is a real journal entry...

lately ive found out that i can be happy without a certain person, and i could care less where she is or who she is with...doesnt bother me anymore...im not going to lay my heart out on the line, and have it pissed on in front of my face...i do still love her though, but i cant change that...other people can make me happy...im tired of all of this self torture shit too...its not worth it, by doing that im just slowing myself down...waiting is for the weak...