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i've exhausted every resource.
i sat on queen street for three hours.
and sold one picture.
for six dollars. ugh.
i give up.
it wasn't meant to be.
*sighs* i tried, pickle. i tried.
i need to smarten the fuck up.
enough with the retarded, unrealistic goals.
you're a failure.
just accept it and move on.
sleep now.

i wannnnnt onnnnnnnne.
and yes. i am a big fucking nerd. thank you for asking.

today's horoscope:
Traveling is more than a hobby for you. It's an absolute necessity, as evidenced by that not-so-cute pout you wear when you haven't gone anywhere for a while. Well stop pouting and start packing. There. Happy now?

clearly, it's a sign. i need out of this hell hole.
for now, dancing around in my underwear to crappy music will suffice.

edit:
OH MY...
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so i bailed.
what the fuck ever.
i couldn't deal with being there. i've never felt so horrible about myself in my life. the majority of people there were all rich and beautiful and perfect. i felt like white trash. although i did meet a few really great people who i will most definetly keep in touch with. my mummy came to rescue me because...
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well...it's about that time.
tomorrow i'm disappearing off the face of the earth for two months.
i'm bloody well terrified.
i left everything until the last minute and got too shitfaced to function last night and didn't pack,
then broke my computer,
because i fucking rule.
i'm forgetting a million things.
so fucking stressed.
whatever, it'll be fine.
this will be good for me.
so...
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1. i can't get a station to come in clearly on my radio to save my life. i'm just incapable of changing frequencies.
2. i hate pants. i've put them on once in the last two days, and that was for the pizza guy.
3. freezing juice in ice cube trays makes me happy.
very happy.

and you?

today kelly and i went down to the edge studio to see the foo fighters.
that was boring. but we scored cool posters.
then we went to hmv and i bought the new cd and new white stripes.
id like to marry jack whiteand have ten thousand of his babies. not really. but whatever.
then we decided we couldnt be bothered to wait in line...
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