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fuck you insomnia. fuck you right in the ass.

i really did mean to go to class today..
but somethings are unavoidable.
like sleep.
precious, precious sleep.
new york in 9 days.
shit son, i have a lot to do.
a lot to do is what i have.
yes.

i'm bored.
this house is boring.
but the weekend was excellent.
martinis + gay boys + dancing + drunken adventures
= a whole lot of fun

and now, to clean.
ugh.

oh my god. you are a fucking idiot. you do realize she's just going to go fuck someone else /again/ and this whole situation is just going to happen /again/ and you are a really big fucking fool.
in other news.
..there's no other news.
carry on.

that was a long fucking night.
but i survived.
whatever.
time to venture home to scrounge money for new york.
i can't fucking wait.
they're essentially dropping us there and telling us to go nuts.
i'm gonna come home with a $700 pair of shoes.
i know it.
heehee.

i'm going to new york.
that's exciting.
i'm giddy.

it's interesting, nothing affects me more in a conversation with someone than when they end a point with my name. that always irks me. you realize they're talking very directly to you and its very nerve wracking. or something.
maybe i'm just crazy..

so that was a bizarre conversation.
frances commented on something i said on live journal and i was like wtf? i don;'t understand. why are you talking to me? so i replied something along those lines.
then she came online after i for some bizarre reason unblocked her.
awkward conversation ensued. she left two minutes later. being like oh i'm busy. no time to talk...
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the world is a terrible place.
and i'm sick.
and i want apple cider dammnit.

something occurred to me. i should actually, you know, write in this. so uhm yeah.
and now that that thought has passed, i have nothing to say.
new apartment today, that's exciting.
its in a pretty victorian house.
in a shitty part of the city.
sigh.
oh whell. you can't have it all. at least not right now.
okay i'm done.