e_loveless

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
i'm going insane.
i'm slowly going really fucking crazy.
i can't deal with this.
not now.
notnownotnownotnow.
i'm too young to have to pretend to be an adult.
this is bullshit.
this is total bullshit.
fuck, you don't understand. and you never will.

hey heather.
i remembered something he told us about the lights.
they're very forgiving.
so you essentially can't fuck it up, lol.

i'm bored.

jesus christ.
first i burn myself.
then i set my kitchen on fire.

so i finally got around to putting some pictures up.
and yeah.
uhmm...
you know what i hate? printing on fibre paper.
bitches.
soooo siiick.
i'll post something worth reading later.

sooo i'm back.
and had a wonderful time
and didn't see everything i had wished to, but i suppose there will always be a next time.
only ended up shooting about 6 rolls, which disappointed me greatly, but meh.
i'm tired.
and people are full of shit and confuse the fuck out of me, leaving me all like jesus, what the fuck is with you?...
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t-minus 22 hours and 54 minutes.
i can't fucking waaaaaait!!
newyorknewyorknewyorknewyorknewyorknewyorknewyork

so much to do.
need. more. time.
aaand i want to go home again.
why do the best things have to be in such an awful little town?

so. f-ing. tired.
but a wonderful night was had.
yes.
and tonight i'm off to photograph cracked out trannies.
never a dull moment..
ugh.

one more to go, one more to go.

six days until new york.
that's exciting.