e_loveless

so i hate christmas.
and i'm really sick
and boys are still stupid.
and i just want someone to bring me orange juice and tuck me into bed and read me stories. is that too much to ask? i mean, really.

i meant to study last night.
really honestly i did.
except the booze kind of hindered that.
i'll study today.
really.
promise.

what the fuck. i can't win.

ugh.
done classes finally.
one exam.
then i'm done.
then i can run away.
oi, i wish things were easy and not frusterating and you didn't think things through so thoroughly.
i wish i could show you how to live.
how to take chances.
fuck consequences, remember?

In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin' straight into the ground
Lookin' to the left slightly, then lookin' back down
World feels like it's caved in - proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The...
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jesus h christ i'm so fucking discontent with the world and life in general.
yes mother, i realise i have no money and will be living on the streets by march. thanks for the update though, because i never would have know had you not been screaming in my ear.
fuck, i hate men.
i hate these fucking games.
i hate the frusteration, ah the...
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the perfect circle cover of imagine is really fucking good.
i don't care what anyone says, i like their new shit.
so there.

i don't want to jinx it, but things are finally starting to look up. i stopped overanalyzing and things turned out whell.
and i'm like ridiculously shocked.
i fuck up everything..
maybe things will be different. who knows.
whooooo knows.
.
my mum keeps asking what i want for christmas.
so far i have told her new sharpies and some socks. quick, tell me. what...
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i have cool hair now. i rule.

dear james,
you're such a stupid fucking cunt.
i swear you do not have the ability to care or even acknowledge anything in your life aside from yourself you narcissistic son of a bitch. thank you for royalling screwing me over so that i am no longer able to finish my assignment on time for lack of another model. thanks, really.
go fuck yourself,
--a...
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