i saw kurt cobain on the subway yesterday. he was reading a newspaper and smiled at me.
he's not dead, he just moved to canada.
he's not dead, he just moved to canada.
today i caught a glipse of my reflection in through the window on the subway.
and i didn't recognize myself.
i look so old.
i still feel 14.
sometimes i forget that i'm supposed to be growing up and becoming an adult...
pft. fuck that.
and i didn't recognize myself.
i look so old.
i still feel 14.
sometimes i forget that i'm supposed to be growing up and becoming an adult...
pft. fuck that.
zarina:
so you're in history of modern art with me? I'll fill ya in, but I'm not sure if there's time for crosswords in the class, I actually take notes for it and he talks a lot.
...
kybella:
DO I NEED TO SEND YOU OVER SOME PAXIL??? 
kybella:
Wait a minute! I finally get what's wrong with you! See, you've got this parrot on your shoulder that speaks in a demon voice telling you to be upset like all the time.. and the parrot also tells you do do things like 'bang your head against the wall'...oh, you are need of so much more than Paxil....we need to kill the fuckin' parrot.
hm..
so essentially, i'm fucked if i do, and i'm fucked if i don't.
so essentially, i'm fucked if i do, and i'm fucked if i don't.
kybella:
No...I was right...dispossession= LACk. I'm fucked if I do and don't as well...
and not to pull your halo down..
if i don't get to see nin,
i /will/ shoot myself.
i /will/ shoot myself.
I'M SO FUCKING STUPID.
*smashed head repeatedly off wall*
*smashed head repeatedly off wall*
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lucy:
What's wrong?
Tell me and we can be miserable together.
Tell me and we can be miserable together.
kybella:
Are you any better? 
new year's resolutions.
1. fix my head
2. stop sleeping with frances, dammit.
3. make him mine.
4. and lose weight, dammit.
not necessarily in that order.
1. fix my head
2. stop sleeping with frances, dammit.
3. make him mine.
4. and lose weight, dammit.
not necessarily in that order.
i don't get it.
it's like..
this perpetual string of retarded events, conversations, thoughts and actions.
like really.
what the fuck is wrong with me?
fuck it.
i'm going to bed.
it's like..
this perpetual string of retarded events, conversations, thoughts and actions.
like really.
what the fuck is wrong with me?
fuck it.
i'm going to bed.
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winterwolf:
sleep can help alot of things.
best wishes fo rthe new year.
best wishes fo rthe new year.
wednesday:
thanks... i never get that right!
so christmas was rather interesting. sort of.
i now have a corduroy bed. its lovely.
annd some clothes.
and too many cds.
i really shouldn't have spent so much money. but it was a necessity. honest.
and i've come to the conclusion, that all men are clearly idiots.
have a lovely evening.
i now have a corduroy bed. its lovely.
annd some clothes.
and too many cds.
i really shouldn't have spent so much money. but it was a necessity. honest.
and i've come to the conclusion, that all men are clearly idiots.
have a lovely evening.
kybella:
I completely agree with the 'idiot' section in your journal. 
Thanks for taking over for me... sleep would be good right now. What a sweet, sweet girl.
Thanks for taking over for me... sleep would be good right now. What a sweet, sweet girl.
so i haven't actually posted in a very long time.
and now i can't sleep because i accidentally took too much cold medication and am stoned out of my fucking mind.
my eyes aren't exactly focusing right now. i picked up my phone and the last number dialed says emergency. and i'm confused, because that doesn't make sense to me. clearly.
okay so i'm in...
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and now i can't sleep because i accidentally took too much cold medication and am stoned out of my fucking mind.
my eyes aren't exactly focusing right now. i picked up my phone and the last number dialed says emergency. and i'm confused, because that doesn't make sense to me. clearly.
okay so i'm in...
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indie:
fake plastic... i like it
I have a tattoo on my left forearm that says...
fake plastic girl
I have had that tattoo for like four years...
I have a tattoo on my left forearm that says...
fake plastic girl
I have had that tattoo for like four years...
winterwolf:
Happy holidays.
shit son.
i'm doped up on advil cold and sinus.
ohhh yeeah.
won't you believe it
it's just my luck
won't you believe it
it's just my luck
no recess
no recesssssss
fuck ilove this song.
i'm doped up on advil cold and sinus.
ohhh yeeah.
won't you believe it
it's just my luck
won't you believe it
it's just my luck
no recess
no recesssssss
fuck ilove this song.
zod72000:
mmm... advil.
I'm Suzy btw.
[Edited on Jan 18, 2005 9:31PM]