escapegoat

nothing much to say for today.......looks like ill be scrapping by by the skin of my teeth for awhile.......probably a good opportunity to just buckle down and take care of business.......

nothing much to say for today.......looks like ill be scrapping by by the skin of my teeth for awhile.......probably a good opportunity to just buckle down and take care of business.......

no.....im not ready......ya cant make me......please just let me sleep fpr another day.........dont you understand that im slowly approaching human

passive aggressive..... hiding behing a precious mask......... barely hangin on in the days strongest moment.............the brink of tears behind the anger.......

hairs up tight and my jaws clinched right,
shivers runnin down my spine.......
and in the morning light you know ill be alright,
what you do to me is less than kind.......
i can taste you when youre away and its a bad thing they say, you consume me when yer around......
and how you betray and leave me afraid, ill be happy when your...
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its a strange world i pass through............one step at a time.....and the charcters pass through....mine........and theirs..........who are we.........and where do we belong......whats the purpose..........and why do we prolong...............fuck filosafee........gimme the drugs......and maybe some fair skinned hottie that loves every mistake i make........wiat make it many fair skinned hotties.......ive got alot of mistakes.....

sensed out overload, on the horizon..........panics crash tendencies, form an alliance.........lifes cycle spinning.......passing most by.......never ever understanding, who where or why.........

fucking kool..........things are lookin up here in gallery land...........one painting sold fer sure.......another one on the hook......and another is a possibility......plus another hook up for a guy with a following and selling reputation which helps out a ton.......a brotha cant live with out the bling bling........i havent been able to book enough hours at the shop to make enough to support my lifestyle.......actually ive never...
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trying to take back time...........the most valuable and precious thing in our lives.........time......in our life its a limited quantity.......somethings remove from that quantity........some things add to it........maybe if i wasnt mortal it wouldnt be so important.........

now is a time for clearity........now is a time to cleanse the system and the soul..........now is a time to learn and relearn............now is a time for plotting and planning........now is a time for balance and change..........now is a time for ressurection and repair.........now is a time for introspection and deeper connections.......now is a time for visualization......now is the time

pathetic pathetic fucking pathetic............spineless insecure beings........pathetic existence......weak and miserable fucks..........pathetic excuse..........whining and bitching mutants........pathetic mediocrity..........self serving bullshit..........little white lies and great big ones too...........pathetic pathetic fucking pathetic...........this world is fucking doomed

lost lost lost........why does it seem like everyone is lost........in some ways we live the newest of Romes.............decadence as a past time.........our biggest worries are our own fragile egg shell egos..........self absorbed..........everyone seems so weak........holding up their mask with all of their might.........please dont question these things.....theyre better off not talked about..........lets just try to forget and move on........having so much fun trying to forget........living...
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