escapegoat

on the parimeter shes dancing
on the inside theres no music
the beat goes on anyway
wheres that dark corner,
away from the walls?
the limelight surreal,
does any of it make sense?
social malfunction,
external constructions.
whats the cure for this
life junction?

suddenly i turn around
there she is
in my bed
contently passed out
wanting something
like a jewish princess
expecting something
aires stance ellusive
cap stance concrete
she probably hates me again
i never did anything

depressed and insatiable
nothing nowhere will ever be good enough
doom and gloom since the womb
manipulated happiness feels fine
like a band aid on a severed limb
self mutilation and glorification
no interest in clarification
like some boys eating pudding
trying to catch their comet
on a ship with hands joined
going straight down the toilet


well......its almost the weekend.....and its about time.....gunna celebrate...
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well.....the greatest gift of the day......playing with the play dough and tools with my 2 yr old niece......she rocks......and we had a good xmas.......good night uncle veebee

stymie

please dont force your love on me
id rather keep you under cover
you approach so desperate
for me to put out the fire
cant you see i cant do it
to be your every plaything
havin me jump through hoops
oh nevermind......i lost it.....

a fucked thought about a screwdriver puncturing a lung by accident.......opps, i shouldnt have bent over so quick,i forgot...
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30
PEOPLE ARE STRANGE
BREAK THE CHAINS
I DONT LIKE THE DRUGs BUT THE DRUGS LIKE ME
NIRVANA
US AND THEM
THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE
DOnt STAND SO CLOSE TO ME
THE SUN, THE SEA
SOUL KITCHEN
A PLACE IN THE DIRT
FINGER LICKIN GOOD
CRUSH THE DEMONIAC
ORCHID,LORD OF THIS WORLD
WE WILL FALL
FLEX WITH YOU
MIDNIGHT CRUISER
UNKNOWN SOLDIER
QUEEN OF THE HIGHWAY...
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quiet
doing double time
tryin to find mine
all that glitters
got my heart poundin
and that shake appeal
lets cut a deal
are you for real?
get a grip
hang on to yourself
when you let loose
you may never get back home
and i want to spend the night
and wake up this morning
with all my shrimp dead and gone
yaaaa....

in a sentimental mood
the background theme
cats contentment
warm inside protected
storm outside continues
electric 77
take me away
when does my ship arrive?
shes seventeen stories high
bad love affair concerto
do we ever make peace?
dont wanna work tommorrow
hate yr kind
dont know my own
orange cream in the freezer
id rather have a rail sensation
forget the rest of it...
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the
end
is'n
ear

sometimes i think this world is doomed......peoples lack of social skills........and inabilities to connect........everyones defenses got em on offense.......its a dark and scary world

alright now....

tune in next time for another episode of the vague and elusive .........or is it the hgih maintenence dark princesses and the boys who worship them.........or is it i dont feel good, ill never feel good, and i want you to try and make it better

fairies wear boots and you gotta to believe me.....
i saw it i saw it and i tell ya no lies.....
yeah fairies wear boots and ya gotta believe me...
yeah i saw it i saw it with my own two eyes....