escapegoat

bending realities to escape the norm........part default and part by will...........twist everything upside down and see if it registers the same.........shake loose the dead weight.......create fresh stuff...........stir the energies and relieve stagnance................one day.........she will be here tripping the way i do.........or maybe we can trip the way she does........best of all, we will have eachother...........it'll be nice.........lost and found

A FRIEND SHOW UP FROM HALF WAY AROUND THE WORLD.....opps.......and our bonds so strong as we scare one another........so unsure of what the future beholds..........whatever.......... and he is curious about the little faces.....so there

when the moon becomes void.......lethargy comes on strong.......receed to the inside.......energy paralyzation......and yet i push......half aware....running on willpower.......overbooked and overdrawn.......if id only allow myself to curl up and dream........dreaming of warm sunny places and happy smiling faces, dressed in bliss and romantic laces, free spirited dreamers and bad coffee creamers .........bad coffee and fake coffe creamers,constant states of anxiety and dehydration manifest like rage,cold air,toxic...
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joy

ce soir devrait s'intresser. ........howard est sur sa faon en bas ici. .........henk,the dpressif de manic hollandais lgrement alcoolique, est dj ici. .......the membres fondateurs de fucker de monsieur vont s'emparer d'une bouche pour manger. ........and a peut-tre une boisson ou douze. .....who sait que la nuit contemple. ........and qui saurait que ce ive a trich cette entre par le site de traduction libre. ......i...
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Mud is bathing Stymie..........my cats are cute

its time for us to move on......

does anybody know of any available cool spaces....somewhere that noise can be made,maybe even light industrial work,and can can be lived in.......or maybe i should go the cheap route for awhile and bank some bucks by find a roomie situation

now Mud is trying to bathe me

Stymie is playing with...
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aborting mission........crash landing.........

flight of icarus.......wings aflame......chewing on the ankle of desire.......characters dancing.........few feel the rythm.....movin to a scramble......choatic motions.........anything but confidence........wings aflame..........the gates release........sudden awakening.......cant fly away.......the reflection in the mirror showing the burning cinders of an escape........stark realities.....surreal confessions to the priest about an epiphany about a collective consciousness........no real joy and no real sadness.......just a download of a lifetimes experience like a comfortable miracle.........evolution finds...
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getting old.........the corpse is rotting.........spirit wild.........the flesh melts...........merciless demons gnaw from the inside.........cellular damages.......swell like a bad infection........burnt

oh my........id better drink lots of water today........maybe pop a couple of vitamins and aspirin...........maybe i can sneak in and sneak out.........come home and sleep..........oh my......this is gunna hurt.....mmmmm jaeger.......how i love and hate its super powers.........mmmmm jaeger

why i think ill go drink a couple of beers now......thank you very much.

so many things to try and get done, and not enough time.......and do any of these things bring great success?