escapegoat

what a lovely day............................
i think my iBook blew up this morning.............
got another parking ticket.........
the building manager wants to talk to me.....
im broke.........
oh well.........
oh well.........

i am so tired of nonsupportive people........some of their lack of support stems from the inability to trust/give up control......some its an esteem issue that maybe someone else is better or different.....why dont people see that we can all win.........it can be an and and but but win win world

sometimes my conspirital mind brings forth thoughts of being a living game........all the characters working together........plotting,planning,preaching,fanning...........stangers working in unison.......setting plays behind the scenes.......all acts in perfect form.........going for high score.....teamwoks persistence..........gunna trip the king dog...........maybe the initals on the board are good...........but how long will they last?

conservative americans need to pull their heads out of their tight asses.........drug legalization will bannish the corruption behind the covers..........Nicaragua was a drug deal gone wrong.......and i believe that there is a similar problem happening in the middle east.......Afganistan is one of the worlds top poppy producers..........i once heard that oil is worth 3-400 billion dollars per year........drugs are estimated at 8-900 billion dollars per...
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god damn its chilly out there.......very energy sucking cold........and ive got shit to do.......how can i take over the world when its cold out?

i dont wanna go to work.......

on the other hand......there been some great movement this weekend.......moved the Metal Guru custom furniture that a friend and i made over to a showroom that should get a lot of traffic and a sunny window display..........seeing it on the street yesterday was more than inspirational......the sun reflecting off of the "grinder marked" metal.....refracting light......the contrast against the black...
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to fall in love, would be like a dream
but ill settle for lust right now

sometimes escapism is like finding yourself again......

almost human again..........

where did she go?

i am one hurtin mother fucker...........the week looked like this.........monday night rehersal in tigard then chased to vancouver to jam with friends(beers and scooby snacks of course), got to sleep at 3:30......rise a 7am tuesday morrm.....work till 930pm(over 12 hours).....then drank and partied with an english friend who just came back to town(beers and scooby snacks + multiple stimulants)........on no sleep wednesday show......trip around "site...
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its picture time