escapegoat

it seems like everyone in this world is not quite happy.........but for what seems like everyone, cocaine and booze sure makes things better..........

how can i sum this weekend up?
spur of the moment went with the flow,
off to seattle to bid farewell,
tons of tragic freaks in a creative stew,
most disconnected and surface value,
something is missing in most every avenue,
content blocked and lack of soul,
few and far between will the truths be told.

my heart went twitter pat when we walked by...
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hmmmmm.....discipline.........friday night.........ummmmm what should i do...........ah man........discipline............oh boy.......cold sweat.............so much fun out there........what should i do.......i know what i want to do.....but i shouldnt.......discipline

Zwan show was a good positive show.......and i think im in love with Paz the bass player.................i wish she'd come get me.......for that love in the spring time

it sure would be nice to fall in love in the spring time....

im going to Zwan tonight..........maybe someone will sweep me off my feet and give me a swift kick in the ass.............ha, ya right......wouldnt that be nice.......or maybe i could live out the young suburban girls dream of being tag teamed by a bunch of frat boys.......just think there could be so much fertile mutant cum i could bottle it.........fuck im sick........besides that......id rather torment and...
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a wink of an eye and slight of the hand,
passive aggressive slip through the cracks,
the escapes from reality seem like theyre planned,


so like.....its 1time for a change, and some truths........
ive had some monkeys on my back......and its time to shake em........ive been living on cocaine for about 3 weeks to a month.......its easy to do........its my first go around with such...
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her scent used
with salty tremmors,
soft curves of a woman
touch like sex,
with a breathe
a lifetime passes in a wiggle,
hips pressed
deep down souls merge,
ecstasy pulls
the edits in union,
with lost sight
the answers come clear,
lonely world
dont have to be so cold,
tears like an ocean
damned to hell................

the kills suck.........boring......like a bad garage bosshog er sumtin.......shouldve slept instead.......must refocus

as if i needed to get out of the house more often.......im gunna go check out the kills tonight

good god........it comes in waves..........it was a surreal easter sunday..........surreal sundays are good if i dont say so myself

im thinking about spinning records
sometimes groovy,but lots abrasive early punk
ill name myself
DJ K.O.Core