escapegoat

this world is cold
lacks understanding
doesnt seem to mean much
ive snapped
they think im broken

like a real man
dick in one
mouse in the other
gunna choke somethin
till it spits
feeling its last quivers
before it dies
satisfaction is my command
mine
its my world

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now thats funny
i crack myself up

so like, im off.....
down that lonely highway
south to medford
southern oregon dragway
to announcer the A/A Supercharged Gassers meet
two day gig
go...
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Scary Ann passed away
im gunna miss her
i cant believe shes gone
this makes me sad

on a positive note
i think she did it to herself
if thats positive
a real life suicide girl
years of battling depression,addiction and a failing corpse......she decided it was time
her lungs like an 80 yr old smoker, yet she never smoked
liver taxed hard from drugs...
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ok
alright
fine
ok
yes
i understand
yes
ok
fine
yes


click




FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

nice day here in P-town
catchin up with friends and some of the party stories
what an incestual bunch of people
one girl, i feel sorry for
she is getting around quickly
3 people
3 days
jezus
and i think its some kinda subconscious acceptance thing....looking for happiness through someone else
not to mention everyone she kissed
what a wild woman
brilliant
talented
cute
young...
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if everything was easy, then there would be nothing to fight for...........
and some things are worth fighting for......
so put up yer dukes mutha fucka........
i wanna see blood......

im not sure why i wrote that......

100's of dead bodies float down a raging river
headless and bloated from weeks in the tropical waters

that either

take my time
cant ya fuckin see
take...
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bang & olefson
1978
gift from a friend
dont work right
lower the needle mutha fucka
tryin to fix
found a line
snorted it
still cant make it work right
i wanna here my records

its been a laid back weekend
chilled in the cage
set up equipment
heard some old taps
and some reel to reel
in my room
she'll show up one day...
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one day it'll be alright,......
















right?

back to reality
got bent earlier this week
thurs to tues
recovered
now sleepin and eatin
and of course
jonesin

its an unfortnate story
the life ive been presented
its been so long
the square peg amongst round holes
why does everyone have to take sides?
its not left
and its not right
not black
and not white

its everything you fuckheads!!!!!!

when it rains,its pours
maybe ill just start rippin boxes open,
forget the instructions
its hot outside,
that make me happy

well.....poo......my computer is in the shop
makes for a hard time to check mail

at work
sweating bullets
rather be sleepin

blah..........
so much to look forward to,
but cant really see much.
theyve all talked me out of it.

well....just checked out prom pics.....seems like everyone had (at a minimum) a dandy drunken time