escapegoat

in the midnight hour
i awake
4 jaegers
a handful of lines
boom
i am me again

i think ill head back into the night and find more of me

hmmmmm....
what to do tonight?
i could sleep.....
why is it, i can go to bed early on a friday night,
but am lucky to find my eyes shut before 2 on weeknights......
there might be a rockshow next door
that could be good
who knows

oops
i overslept
i guess im only a couple hours late
whatever
they can wait

giving up on people
id better find god

good god
its a strange world here
interesting crazies
baby geniuses
verging mad men and women
creation and talents
close to out to fucking lunch
walking the fine line
between sanity,insanity,and dead
and if i ever have to kiss purple lips
i hope shes cute

so...........

um

i trimmed the back of my hair tonight
dont need no mullet factor
but i gots some wings...
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after a long slumber,
ive come to the conclusion,
id like to sleep another day.

hi
my name is steve
im a 32 yr old fuck up

itll be a happy day,
the day that i can truely say im;
happy
content
complete
giddy
passionate

till then i can only dream.........

groovy
i got my computer back
its all better now
now i can spend endless hours
in virtual land
while my kats try to lay on the keyboard
looking for attention

what to say?
want in one hand
shit in the other
and im learning ya cant have it all
and most everyone will attempt to keep you from it
"you cant be free if i cant be free"
others values
and premeditated judgements
what is right? and
what is wrong?
where do ya draw the line?
and what path do ya take?
and when does...
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ok
day two
no smokes
no nothing
going to try out "clean" for awhile
maybe longer
announced a drag race all day
will for the next two also
long hot days
but great nights after it al
but must steer clear of beerl
i stand on my own
where is my distraction?
damn

paralyzed