escapegoat

post drunken depression
i wish i was happy about something
anything
i need something to look foreward to
tired of being alone in this battle
feel like im dying
wheres my holy grail
wheres my princess
i think ill clean up my act
for clarity
it'll be a nice change
i think

i am so fucking hungover
i was so fucking drunk
i hadnt been that trashed fer ever
i cant see straight right now
theres carpet on my tongue
my ears are ringing
im not quite sure what i was thinking
ok
time to drink water and
take vitamins

its hot up in dis mufuka
holmes gotsta step out
goin chill in da sport
fer da rest y'all dorky fukas
drinkin n
journa bombin
peace out

PDX cats should come down to Cal-sport tonight for for a shindig thats goin on..........

why do i wait another day
for others to please me
when i know they cant?

ive been away from virtual world for awhile
and as i come back to make a post,
i question what to say
or why bother
just leave it be
but then
there are the good points
so
im back

now who's gunna be sucking dick,fetchin beers,
and cooking dinner first?
single file line
please
we need some order here with this chaotic feeding frenzy

damn it
i need me a woman
she she'll
cook
clean
get me beer
suck my dick on command
just like theyre supposed to

believe it
or not

i wish i knew what to wish for
so tired
cant remember where the hearts at
so caught in a cycle
choices deminishing

well
id better get to work now
its what
im supposed to do

up to late
saw a few friends tonight
gotta announce day two of the oldies but goodies race
it rained quite a bit today
had to dry the track four times

then i go from that world to rock n roll
and drugs and cute girls
so im up late
gotta wake around 730
its 330 now
tommorrow will hurt
gotta love this strange world...
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i slept from 730pm-630am
i feel like i could sleep another 5-10 hours
but instead, iget to work
but its good work
and i need the coin
ill be announcing down at woodburn this weekend
its the oldies but goodies drag race
1965 and older cars
there will be lots of slingshot dragsters
and altereds and maybe even a fuel altered
should be some fun...
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todays lesson
sleep is good
now if id just do it
and maybe eat right

damned booze,drugs,cute girls,and music get me everytime

i really like escaping mundane realities too much