im hungry
im tired
im bored
feed me
wake me
entertain me
im tired
im bored
feed me
wake me
entertain me
shit
i slept more this weekend
than i have in three months combined
ok
maybe that a little exagerated
but
12 hours doesnt even seems like enough
now
eat and sleep
oh and shit
and play
like a cat
closer to the source
the cats seem to agree
i slept more this weekend
than i have in three months combined
ok
maybe that a little exagerated
but
12 hours doesnt even seems like enough
now
eat and sleep
oh and shit
and play
like a cat
closer to the source
the cats seem to agree
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xxanastasiaxx:
the answers to those questions are coming
i think..
i think..
xxanastasiaxx:
hahahaha..I am going to have to watch how I word things from now on..
as i reflect
it terrifies me
i slow down long enough
i feel like the corpse is shit
lived too quickly
punished
chemical battery
i hurt
everything aching
soul too
lost little boy
terrified
man grits his teeth
like a real mother fucker
i got that down to the point of scaring mother fuckers
i begin to turn
like a nice gentle sweep
like a...
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it terrifies me
i slow down long enough
i feel like the corpse is shit
lived too quickly
punished
chemical battery
i hurt
everything aching
soul too
lost little boy
terrified
man grits his teeth
like a real mother fucker
i got that down to the point of scaring mother fuckers
i begin to turn
like a nice gentle sweep
like a...
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jivesucka52:
Yep, I have hemophilia and the medicine is made from blood so I got a contaminated batch of blood and got HIV...That's cool that you write, Write for the webzine I'm starting that will be up soon. Talk to me for further details.
katia:
haven't see you for a while.
how are you doing?
i think about you sometimes., but it looks like you haven't think about me at all. huh?
how are you doing?
i think about you sometimes., but it looks like you haven't think about me at all. huh?
went to the family picnic
highlight of the day
hours of playing and imagining
with my niece
she's beautiful
she feels the same about me
the rest of us dodge each other
my family is just a little wierd
the stroll through the park
proved to be a third world experience
tall skinny white boy
with ripped jeans proved to be
the rare sight
home...
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highlight of the day
hours of playing and imagining
with my niece
she's beautiful
she feels the same about me
the rest of us dodge each other
my family is just a little wierd
the stroll through the park
proved to be a third world experience
tall skinny white boy
with ripped jeans proved to be
the rare sight
home...
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tattoosnscrews:
Happy Belated 4th of July .. Semi Sober
Journal Bomb!!! Hope you had a Blast!!
Journal Bomb!!! Hope you had a Blast!!
jivesucka52:
Happy belated fourth. Your journal is dope and sounds like a lot of fun...I got drunk in a movie theater after it closed. Lame but fun.
with toshack highway
and my virtual console
in bed i reflect
other people seemin to hurt so hard
more than i remember
or maybe its because i dont care too
its all a fuckin mess
the whole fuckin thing
why do we starve
in so many ways
never fed whats needed
lord we sin
answer some prayers
save this world from
we the people
joined...
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and my virtual console
in bed i reflect
other people seemin to hurt so hard
more than i remember
or maybe its because i dont care too
its all a fuckin mess
the whole fuckin thing
why do we starve
in so many ways
never fed whats needed
lord we sin
answer some prayers
save this world from
we the people
joined...
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kudra:
"most of the world prefers to live in denial
distorted ruths
its very popular these days "
I agree. I hate that aspect of humanity....it's at the top of my list. I prefer the truth no matter how ugly it is....I don't understand people who are happy living lies......I hope it all works out for you in a way that you don't have to compromise who you are too much in order to keep your family.
Hope you get to BBQ or something equally yummy on the glorious 'bday' of our spectacular nation.
distorted ruths
its very popular these days "
I agree. I hate that aspect of humanity....it's at the top of my list. I prefer the truth no matter how ugly it is....I don't understand people who are happy living lies......I hope it all works out for you in a way that you don't have to compromise who you are too much in order to keep your family.
Hope you get to BBQ or something equally yummy on the glorious 'bday' of our spectacular nation.
xxanastasiaxx:
ugh..how much time ya got?
I'll write you an e-mail when I am done
chain smoking
and saying fuck
over and over again..
I'll write you an e-mail when I am done
chain smoking
and saying fuck
over and over again..
im in the middle of trying to crash out a bunch of work for the jerk
because im nice
and im going to need as many people on my side
soon
its coming down
the heat is on
word has it
mom may try and disown me
a month or so ago i let her know that i do blow
she wasnt very happy
when...
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because im nice
and im going to need as many people on my side
soon
its coming down
the heat is on
word has it
mom may try and disown me
a month or so ago i let her know that i do blow
she wasnt very happy
when...
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tattoosnscrews:
Truth hurts ... But it's the truth
Atleast mom can't call you a liar.
Atleast mom can't call you a liar.
kudra:
That's lame. Being punished for honesty is ridiculous. I'm lucky my mom knows EVERYTHING and deals with it. I hope everything works out and she can just appreciate that you told her the truth.
That's lame. Being punished for honesty is ridiculous. I'm lucky my mom knows EVERYTHING and deals with it. I hope everything works out and she can just appreciate that you told her the truth.go damn im tired
slept fer like two hours when i got home from work
then decided to take care of some shit
up till 3 am
then rolled around bec till
5 or 6
any sleep gathered was broken
oh well
so be sure to check out the Dandy's site
the rock dorm is where i live
go to sg home and see link...
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slept fer like two hours when i got home from work
then decided to take care of some shit
up till 3 am
then rolled around bec till
5 or 6
any sleep gathered was broken
oh well
so be sure to check out the Dandy's site
the rock dorm is where i live
go to sg home and see link...
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xxanastasiaxx:
ok..I had to edit my journal..I was depressing myself..
umm..anyway..I am eating red meat tonight
Hope I don't
it's been awhile since I have had red meat..
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umm..anyway..I am eating red meat tonight
Hope I don't
it's been awhile since I have had red meat..
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kudra:
I'm actually pretty good. there's been a lot of wierd stuff, but I'm taking it in stride.
And one Big Dirty Guy is on his way over for dinner with me, so how could I be doing bad??
And one Big Dirty Guy is on his way over for dinner with me, so how could I be doing bad??
wish i knew the right moves
whats right
whats wrong
will i now it
if it presented itself
id like to think it
accompanies a smile
whats right
whats wrong
will i now it
if it presented itself
id like to think it
accompanies a smile
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kudra:
Will you 'now' it?
That's up to you, and you alone.
Now or never, buddy.
What's it gonna be,
and how have you been?
That's up to you, and you alone.
Now or never, buddy.
What's it gonna be,
and how have you been?
soon has arrived
ill walk through the door
tail between my legs
45 mins late
as if there was a reason
but the only real reasons being
some people live to chastize
force discipline
take out the pent up rage on the "wrongs"
never addressing their own life
because there hair is short
they're always on time
and its always the fucking liberals fucking everything...
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ill walk through the door
tail between my legs
45 mins late
as if there was a reason
but the only real reasons being
some people live to chastize
force discipline
take out the pent up rage on the "wrongs"
never addressing their own life
because there hair is short
they're always on time
and its always the fucking liberals fucking everything...
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razor13:
i did not make it cuz i did not get money on a wire like i was hopin'....wish i could have shown up and done my sinatra in heat for the crowd...maybe when i come back in a couple of weeks.....
gentlefemm:
hey that is so true...I went to the san deigo fair last week and saw a child slap a little billy goat. I asked her if it felt good to hit something so gentle. She said that the goat wouldn't follow her and I asked her if I hit you would you follow me?
gentle
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gentle[Edited on Jul 01, 2003]
i feel wonderful now
i feel close to complete
im even happy with myself
im not done
soon i must go to bed
soon i must wake up tommorrow
soon is too soon
i feel close to complete
im even happy with myself
im not done
soon i must go to bed
soon i must wake up tommorrow
soon is too soon
well
today was alright
headin down to Karaoke From Hell at Dantaes
live band and you with a sheet of paper with limelight and a built in crowd
seeing my friend off before he hits the road for a tour
hang with another too
and of course there will be others
i will attempt to be a good boy
well
ill attempt to moderate tonight...
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today was alright
headin down to Karaoke From Hell at Dantaes
live band and you with a sheet of paper with limelight and a built in crowd
seeing my friend off before he hits the road for a tour
hang with another too
and of course there will be others
i will attempt to be a good boy
well
ill attempt to moderate tonight...
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xxanastasiaxx:
let the race against time begin...
heavyflo:
I'm still here yo...
You revived someone from dying!!??!!?
You revived someone from dying!!??!!?
bitchin!
monday mornings!
my favorite!
lets all do the happy dance!
monday mornings!
my favorite!
lets all do the happy dance!
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razor13:
i am here but i have to leave tonight or in the morning...if i am here tonight where would i go for fun????
xxanastasiaxx:
Just a general reflection on the strangeness of my life
the battles i fight and end up losing
people that walk in and out of my life
all that good stuff
the battles i fight and end up losing
people that walk in and out of my life
all that good stuff
no don't...