tonight i was told that i am very "eastern european" and "like a woman"... i think ill take both of those as compliments.
eastern european because i play chess, have no friends and enjoy drinking
a woman because woman because i complain alot, alwayse want more and spend way too much time on my hair.......hehe, thats not what they said at all about the woman...
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eastern european because i play chess, have no friends and enjoy drinking
a woman because woman because i complain alot, alwayse want more and spend way too much time on my hair.......hehe, thats not what they said at all about the woman...
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ive been drinking way too much over the last couple of weeks. i quit not too long ago and didnt seem to have too much trouble jumping right back in. so, i think im going back to the not really drinking thing. what i did realize last night though was that woodstocks, a pizza place downtown kinda in the middle of all the bars, stays...
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i could use some daft punk right about now
Seven things to do before I die:
make master rank at chess
actually walk the entire distance
train hop
get married
have a child
have a teaching job
watch someone die in person
Seven Things I Cannot Do:
things i dont want too for extended periods
not think about things
ignore peoples conversatinos around me
ignore blatent misuse of words
stay out of debates on...
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make master rank at chess
actually walk the entire distance
train hop
get married
have a child
have a teaching job
watch someone die in person
Seven Things I Cannot Do:
things i dont want too for extended periods
not think about things
ignore peoples conversatinos around me
ignore blatent misuse of words
stay out of debates on...
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beautiful rainy weather in davis california. nice 3 or 4 hours of sunlight for the break, but then right back too the rain. sleep early tonight. goign to dads tomarrow to fix my house a bit. smoked tobacco out of a hooka with some good conversation. start a conversation with a new person today and listen for most of it. be willing to disagree but...
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a new day.
time for everyone to hate me again. there will be i told you so's and unkept threats. I have no desire to defend myself with explaining how i feel, or how this effects me or how i look at things. its not so much my way to do that without being asked and people didn't seem too keen on asking me last time. i think...
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becca_____:
"take me or leave me but im going too do things my way" and what i didnt ask but silently wondered was what was the dynamic that made that possible in a relationship context. I mean there has to be give, correct?
If I understand correctly what you're saying here, it's the same point I tried to make all morning and you argued against. If I misunderstand, I apologize.
If I understand correctly what you're saying here, it's the same point I tried to make all morning and you argued against. If I misunderstand, I apologize.
being foward with opinions, ideas and passing thoughts is much different then being foward with intentions. not rare, but less common am i foward with intentions, especially if im not asked. my comfortability with this changes occasionally. i had this conversation with someone last night and they were telling me about how there father is "take me or leave me but im going too do...
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perhaps i wont forget things so much once i die.
becca_____:
I'm not planning on killing you at the moment, so I wouldn't count on it. At least you called from your chess thing. It's okay.
becca_____:
I take it back.
my girfriend keeps watching this part of an episode of gilmore girls where someone gets proposed too, over and over again.......... 
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becca_____:
Stop telling everyone what a girl I am.
becca_____:
And it was only twice so far.