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I will win

I've walked from ocean beach next to the cliffhouse, went along geary ,down gough, then down otis/mission/el camino. and am at a my dads friends house name rich in south sanfransisco. care to look the cross streats on el camino that are near are saramonte and el camino. im only half way done for today, im going to take a shower and get a meal....
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Today is my last day in davis. I've been a bit of an asshole to a few people. Not in that actively acting agains, but in that avoiding talking way. sorry, but i dont know how else to deal with everything. not personal in an against kind of way. Im glad im leaving.

Ive gotten half way through steven kings the shining. perhaps ill end...
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Today a birthday is celebrated. I got little sleep, it is presently 6:16 am, the only time i used to be awake at this time was when i slept in town like at the park or something and i got too paranoid to sleep so id wake up and come here as soon as it was open. oddly enough for some reason a finger would...
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I feel like i should b e doing a countdown thing. there are somethings i think i feel obligated to do before i leave, like visit people, but i dont really care about them i dotn think. all the people that are important to me are around davis i think. i mean it would be nice to see them breafly, but i dont really care....
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9 days left till i go on my walk. I am posting occasionally on live journal as well as keepign a written diary for this. my live journal sn if anyone cares to keep up on me will be " longwalkacross ". im looking forward to it in so many ways. im ready. im curious how my chess teacher friend is going to do in...
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Ive become somewhat reclusive. It just hit me recently what i am about to do and im dealing with it in my owne little way. my sence of purpose is occasionally muddled by my over active thought process trying to think of all the things that might happon, the feelings that i might feel and such. i wonder what people are going to remember of...
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i hurt on the inside, its probably just the E. why do i have to remember the fucked up things ive done when im emotionally vunerable? i want to be held by a stranger.

i went to a rave last night.started off by finishing a bottle of malabu, had 3 and danced all night. it was great. all i did was dance and talk smoke occasionally and dance. it was neet. i mean this was my second one and its not like i sit around home trying to learn how to play with glowsticks, but when i got a...
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life is ok right now. there is a going away party at a local bar because the owner is leaveing and all the staff is and so am i suppose. i just got to know these people in the last few months, but i see them alot so they envited me. i got to help my dad with his house alittle more yesterday. it was...
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