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so ive been staying at this really hot ... ok thats totally what she wanted me to write. becca have been kind enough to let me stay at her place untill i get situated. i just started chess lessons and im learning spanish. or starting to. life is good i think, it could be alot worse. i got hit on at my work for the...
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last night i hung out with the SG sac people. they were a nice group of people. I appreciated how they were relentless with there shit talking, I was haveing a bad day untill then. today started off well. I get to work on fixing up a bike tonight for a birthday present for someone. Im doing this one right too and not being so...
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this weekend isnt working out, the saveing grace is that i start my chess lessons on wednesday. im so tired, i got like 3 hours of sleep and have been playing chess all day and my brain finally turned into mush. i have to get back to the shelter soon, curfew is 6 pm. i think im kinda down. I really hoped to be all...
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I had my first day at work. i was just supposed to be bussing... then they had me make chips.. i love chips and salsa so as far as I was concerned I was creating happiness( no i just thought it was cute to say im not that fucking gone) so that wasnt a big deal. then they were like, hey since we are training...
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The days are becomeing better. If you dont know i am a fairly intence person, or very pationate. I need outlets for it or i go nutz. I need to find a social outlet, but dont want to do anything self destructive. I have a job that i will be starting today so perhaps that will help. I am about to study chess openings which...
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i found three dollars on the ground today and i gave it to the guy at the cofee shop as a tip. wasnt really my money to begin with. im getting serious about chess again, but i cant seem to play better... so I will study harder. I think it is just a matter of playing more again. seeing as how it helps me deal...
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I almost have a for sure job at chipotle paying more then i was getting paid when i left davis. and i have a on call version of my old job. so hopefully ill get called in a bit so i can afford to pay for chess lessons and my debt off. the chess teacher in town agreed to teach me if i could afford...
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ok.. me = not the most stable person at times. i am doing better. still not quite ok, but never have been really so i dont think im missing out on so much. my attitude has changed alot in the lost couple of months and my recovery time is quicker then expected. *sigh* I should have a job at a place i like to eat...
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I think i have issues that involve me believeing that in the long run i am not ment to be happy. I joke when i am stressed. laugh when things go wrong. I usually have a good attitude and I would like that to maintain. hopefully ill be able to keep it when times are rougher for me. It is just so difficult. to put...
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I didnt know i could hurt like this.