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Today is my last day in davis. I've been a bit of an asshole to a few people. Not in that actively acting agains, but in that avoiding talking way. sorry, but i dont know how else to deal with everything. not personal in an against kind of way. Im glad im leaving.

Ive gotten half way through steven kings the shining. perhaps ill end up watching the kubric version sometime. i liked a clock work orange.

i dont know if anyone has noticed, alot of good music has come out in the last year. alot of different bands.

I think im freaking out alittle, but it will pass. I don't know if I am ready for this, but it doesn't matter at all, because I'm doing it anywayse.

It is funny because people tell me there doubts of my ability to do this like I've never thought about what may or may not happon. And im not talking about the advice people. It doesnt really matter weather or not they think I can't do it or I think I may not make it because I am going to do it.

im hungry and half half an hour till the place i want to eat opens.

later yall.