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My wife an i will be parents in a few months so this is my list of things to do

Get my DD214 so i can
Get a good job so i can
Support having a child and so i can
Save up money for its schooling.

I need to stop makeing excuses for playing bad chess and just be more serious about it.... it hasnt been just a game for me for a while but I've kept playing it like it was. It is not just a game and should treat it with a bit more seriousness. from now on I dont play it for fun anymore... I play with the sole intention becoming a master level player or to teach someone else how to play. I am going to take a break from everything today to meditate a bit and go home.

I need to be more serious about life.