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to nights of drinking all night long in a row and i only bought one bear

Sick because all the cigerettes and beer took a tireiron to my immune system and now i feel like shit, not from the hangovers that i dont really get, but from having a cough, headache and feel hot.

all in all it was worth it, ive been haveing a very active social life hanging out with lost of new people, and not just the ones that i meet when i go to the bar , but ones that i make plans to meet up with. chess is still the priority, but its seems fairly balanced.

someone i have seen around commited suicide by train, he was definatly not all there mentally and people didnt like him and about a week or so after he got kicked out of a coffee shop that i frequent is when he killed himself. i dont think anybody really deserves to be looked down apon and i feel like i should probably treat people better.

that being said, i love life, im so lucky to have all the things that i have.