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I think that being around people is harder on me then it is then. i get tired of all the thinking that i do automaticly because of other people. perhaps i could say its like food i enjoy. i want it, and then eat alot of it then need a while before i can really enjoy it again. or... or perhaps im just in a wierd mood for the past couple of days, but it would explain alot having to do with my social habits.