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I wonder why people are not more "traumatized" by the good things that happon. It would be awesome if you heard more people say" I alwayse did "it" this way untill "x" helped me out and I realized i could make other people feel that way". I find it much more frequent people blameing situations for there flaws and i just think it would be a nice change of pace to hear the oppisite. People love takeing credit for there better qualities, and love to let something, whatever it is, take credit for everything else.

I am learning to be more outwardly humble. I think that often my actions dont show what I really think about things, or show a front ,rather, that i used to intentionally put up. I was never that full of myself really, i just kinda wanted to be I think. I think that " lead by example" will be my attitude on life for now.