The days are becomeing better. If you dont know i am a fairly intence person, or very pationate. I need outlets for it or i go nutz. I need to find a social outlet, but dont want to do anything self destructive. I have a job that i will be starting today so perhaps that will help. I am about to study chess openings which I hate doing, but will probably help me imporve alot. work starts in about an hour fifteen. I want to find a friend who goes out of there way to want to be around me as much as i do them. I dont like doing all the work and I would think it would be better to develope off of that. back to chess now. 
becca_____:
Congrats on the job. Good luck on your first day!