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Wednesday Oct 05, 2005

Oct 5, 2005
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This is something that I wrote in one of my other blog's to people that were spcial to me. I got kinda emotional, but I liked what I wrote. I figured that anyone who wants to read through what I write to get a better Idea of what kind of person that I am could read this.

"This is a reminder for those who I love to read when they may doubt or forget.

I love the few of you dearly. I never stop loveing people, no matter what happons. Once I develope the emotion for someone that is just how i feel. It is rare that I feel this way and weather or not I like it I do not have a choice in who i feel this way about. Weather it seems I like you or not, or weather or not my actions fufill the criteria of you concider loveing, or even if it seems that I am at odds with you, I still love you.

Some times my love for you hurts me. All of you. This is because I care about you. Weather or not you would feel the same way in return, accept me or reject me, does not change this. Weather it is watching you repeat the same cycle over the course of years or watching you stumble in the present. I wish noting but for everyone to grow and live in a state of content.

Some times my love for you hurts you. I make the decisions I make because I care. I make mistakes like anyone else. I am more human then I would like to be. Sometimes people dont know what is best for themselves and I believe that if you love someone you will be willing to sacrafice yourself for that person, that you will do what you have to because you love them. Temporary or perminant disdain are not factors in this. I wont stop careing for you no matter how you feel about me.

My love for you is what keeps me going. You are my passion, my fuel, my motivation and my heart. You are the people who's opinions I listen to, weather or not I decide to abide. The fact that I can feel this way about you is what gives me purpose. I dont know what I was doing before I had you and I am not sure what I will do without you. Please allow to express my fealings to you in the way that I feel comfortable, or teach me a new way to feel. People have said that In some way I inspire them, but it is you who inspire me. You make me want to be a better person.

Your love for me is all that I could ask for. Though I am not asking for it, but It is the only thing that I want. Please remember, for those of you who love me that I do what I do because of who I am. If you love me for who I am then do your best to keep that in mind. I want you to tell me when I am makeing a mistake, or you are worried, or you want me to think something through more clearly. I want you to love me in any way you can. I would never expect or ask of anyone to love the way that I do, and I wouldnt want anyone to. I want you to love me in the way that you love, so that each of you that is a part of me can make me more complete.

I love you"

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