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I could take every fucking word she says
Throw it in her face
but would she even care
I still remember when she looked at me
that frown upon her face
Trying to be sincere
I gathered all those little things she said
Kept them close to me
Trying to make this real
This cloud will always hover over me
I'm leaving you today
'cause...
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DO NOT have pity on me....some people tell me im a fool to hold on to any hope some people say you say you need space just to let me down slow. whatever the case is doesnt matter. i took you for granted and never did the things with you i wanted, all i can hope is maybe we can still do some of those...
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Fuck this. Fuck everything. I fucking hate this.


If I hear the "I love you...but only as a friend" thing one more time, I'm going to slit my throat.

Never Forget....
The way i looked into your eyes
The loving words i said
After just one week your heart turned to stone
you made me cry more than once
But i never cared how much you hurt me
i will never forget the loving words you once said i long to hear from your mouth again
i love you and you know it
But...
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i dont know why i hold to hope when i know there should be none shes wanting space and time to decide what she wants but how much space is too much i dont want her to think i dont care. i feel lost i feel like cattle wondering aimlessly throughout my day. HELP!!!!!

what can i say its not even benn a week since i got thrown away and it has seemed like an eternity. now she seems to have forgotten me entirely, well gone from talking to not talking at the drop of a dime. this girl is gonna be the end of me.

its been 3 days now since getting dumped on my ass and as much as i though it wouldnt hurt it fuckin killed me but today was like a night and day difference, maybe it was the abundance of jagermeister last night...