dysphunkcional

did you find a roommate? i know people around here looking for one, but nobody down there. sorry

Write as much as you want I know it can suck not having a place for your dog. I think I would be a balling and crying mess if I had to leave my dog to someone else...and he was not ever originally mine. This guy sounds like a real....okay..I'll save that but he does not seem to have much respect for poeple and none for their feelings
But your dog sounds like a real funny kid It might be something obvious you have already done but have you looked on Craigs List? There are a lot of people looking for room mates or even housemates Let me know what happens.

well i spent the last two days with a hang over and then getting drunk the next day... so i feel like shit rite now.. i work tomorrow buts its only 2-11 so im thinking about getting trashed again tonite. i mean ill still be able to get some sleep afterwards so itll be ok i think. i dunno well see.. anyways...

how are things with everyone else?

well my dill hole of a boyfriend wants me to stay and i wanna work things out but hes being an asshole at almost every chance he gets which sux. and then he wants to get all sappy and sorry when i get ready to pack my shit because of him playing little games.

hell get really mad over the littlest things and call me immature and irresponsible and then when i get mad and say well if im bothering u that much then maybe we both made mistakes he wants to say sorry and crap. like today. theres a little scratch on the car and he was yelling and screaming at me like the front end was totalled and when i came back inside from looking at the car i started dumping my stuff out the drawers and he wanted to say sorry and make it all better. i mean after saying sorry all day for a few days wouldnt u think itd get old kinda fast and lose its meaning. when i didnt hug him back and acept his apology he juss says fine fuck it fuck u. what an ass hole

i only get 2 days off a week and he wanted to spend them both gone and i had made plans for us to spend time cuz that was one of the problems before we started fighting. we never spent enough time together-- and not the sitting on the couch being angry kinda time either.... and then he got mad when i stayed gone and didnt come back for a couple nites. wuts the point of coming home? as soon as i get home he leaves and doesnt come back for at least 6 hours. so oh well.

im not gonna sit around and look like an idiot because he wants to play the damn hokie pokie.... he makes me sick sometimes... well hell most of the time now. i dont even know wut to do anymore. i really dont. poop on a stick man...

its all freakin poop i tell u juss damn poop!

wow. and all i wanted to write you was that the pic of the car was taken on the yokosuka base.

hope that shit works out for ya. leave the mofo, be a slut for a bit. hey, it helped me

later!

Its time for an update...

Hey kiddo, what's up. Just saying hi, and I'm glad you started the SGJapan Group.

Hey girl, where did you disapear to??
I just came to drop you this: http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SGVA/topics/47542/
We miss you! I hope you decide to stick around.

Yeah...alive an kickin too

Yard work can be fun, though! I had this tiny garden last year and grew some kickass tomatoes and jalepenos. This year, though, I haven't gotten to plant anything outside. Long story. I'm reading up on how to do indoor gardening. Supposedly you can. Hopefully that's true, because I have a bunch of stuff I want to grow, but nowhere to grow it. Oh well.

Yeah, indoor gardening might be fun. I can control the temperature and the weather and stuff. Of course, I would definitely put my plants outside to really experience nature. And best of all, when I move, I can take them with me! This just keeps seeming like a better and better idea.

Tomorrow sounds like it might be a good day for gardening. The high will be about 83 (according to AccuWeather), but it'll be humid. Maybe if you go out to garden early you can beat the humidity, though. (Of course, that would require getting up early, and that sucks.)

i thought you were in la not virginia beach. hope you find something to do hon

you should be able to fin d a reputable photographer through classifieds.A lot of people advertise and actually pay you or would trade prints for your time. Bring a friend,never do anything that youre not 100% comfortable with,and make sure to see previous work,and even ask for references from previous models.If theyre professional they wont be offended.Also get a confidentiality agreement so that pics of you dont end up where they shouldnt without your O.K. Other than that good luck.....As for drawing tats or anything else if your bored or feel its too easy youre not even close to challenging yourself.Ive been painting 20 + years and its still a fun challenge to be better.

That sounds like a possibility! I'll email you later today or tomorrow evening.

*hugs* Love you! Feel better!

I'm really sorry things are so shitty. I have no idea how you feel, but I'm sorry.

hey, i don't know yuh, but i feel yuh, i'm sorry it went down like that, don't let him ruin you and your future, be strong.
Mo.