if ur in a good mood dont read this cuz i juss needed a place to vent because i dont really have anyone to talk to... well none of them knew wut to say either so yah.... its juss my thoughts of this current moment.... read it if u want if not thats fine too.... sorry i took so long to update this guys. sorry....
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Is it just me or is anyone else fed up with the gay ass shit MTV plays most of the damn time?
And wut the fuck is up with VH1 and MTV fucking telling ppl wuts cool and wuts not.
I can't go into hottopic without seeing a bunch of freakin kahkie and sandal wearing hippies fucking bitching about wuts there all because their lame...
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And wut the fuck is up with VH1 and MTV fucking telling ppl wuts cool and wuts not.
I can't go into hottopic without seeing a bunch of freakin kahkie and sandal wearing hippies fucking bitching about wuts there all because their lame...
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nocontrol:
Its time for an update... 
fenris_ulf:
Hey kiddo, what's up. Just saying hi, and I'm glad you started the SGJapan Group.
im tired. but im doing okay. i was gonna do my gardening today. i even water the grass early so that it would be easier to dig it all up at about now... but now its raining... .poop on me. geez. well i hope it stops and then ill do it tonite or something like that. anyhow. skools crazy during the summer. i guess thats...
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rockinricky:
Hey girl, where did you disapear to??
I just came to drop you this: http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SGVA/topics/47542/
We miss you! I hope you decide to stick around.
I just came to drop you this: http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SGVA/topics/47542/
We miss you! I hope you decide to stick around.
kimsu_tatu:
Yeah...alive an kickin too 
im stuck at home alone again...
even tho i cried kicked screamed and yelled my b/f went to peppers-something in va to visit his aunt and uncle. i couldnt go... not that i wanted to... i dont really like them too much... but either way... i didnt wanna be here again by myself and hes gone...
so now im beyond depressed.. im juss drowning in...
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even tho i cried kicked screamed and yelled my b/f went to peppers-something in va to visit his aunt and uncle. i couldnt go... not that i wanted to... i dont really like them too much... but either way... i didnt wanna be here again by myself and hes gone...
so now im beyond depressed.. im juss drowning in...
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jayde__:
Yard work can be fun, though! I had this tiny garden last year and grew some kickass tomatoes and jalepenos. This year, though, I haven't gotten to plant anything outside. Long story. I'm reading up on how to do indoor gardening. Supposedly you can. Hopefully that's true, because I have a bunch of stuff I want to grow, but nowhere to grow it. Oh well. 
jayde__:
Yeah, indoor gardening might be fun. I can control the temperature and the weather and stuff. Of course, I would definitely put my plants outside to really experience nature. And best of all, when I move, I can take them with me! This just keeps seeming like a better and better idea.
Tomorrow sounds like it might be a good day for gardening. The high will be about 83 (according to AccuWeather), but it'll be humid. Maybe if you go out to garden early you can beat the humidity, though. (Of course, that would require getting up early, and that sucks.)
Tomorrow sounds like it might be a good day for gardening. The high will be about 83 (according to AccuWeather), but it'll be humid. Maybe if you go out to garden early you can beat the humidity, though. (Of course, that would require getting up early, and that sucks.)
i dont know wut to say....
im so bored here... poop
im so bored here... poop
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soma__:
things getting any better hon?
zgrat:
i thought you were in la not virginia beach. hope you find something to do hon
i dont know wut to say....
im so bored here... poop
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im so bored here... poop
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okay new venture....
drawing tattoos has become to simple and boring... or maybe i juss havent been challenged justfully or wutever...
either way..
im thinking about modeling... but i need a lil help... ie. a good photographer that is at least on the East Coast...
i absolutely adore and love the photos that LITHIUM_PICNIC does but with the way my schedule works i dont think...
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drawing tattoos has become to simple and boring... or maybe i juss havent been challenged justfully or wutever...
either way..
im thinking about modeling... but i need a lil help... ie. a good photographer that is at least on the East Coast...
i absolutely adore and love the photos that LITHIUM_PICNIC does but with the way my schedule works i dont think...
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bankky:
you should be able to fin d a reputable photographer through classifieds.A lot of people advertise and actually pay you or would trade prints for your time. Bring a friend,never do anything that youre not 100% comfortable with,and make sure to see previous work,and even ask for references from previous models.If theyre professional they wont be offended.Also get a confidentiality agreement so that pics of you dont end up where they shouldnt without your O.K. Other than that good luck.....As for drawing tats or anything else if your bored or feel its too easy youre not even close to challenging yourself.Ive been painting 20 + years and its still a fun challenge to be better.
life sux ass some times... well so far all the time...
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jayde__:
That sounds like a possibility! I'll email you later today or tomorrow evening.
dweezie:
*hugs* Love you! Feel better!
well my parents are getting a divorce 
but i think itd be better that way...
turns out my dad has a whole other wife in the Philipines and he had planned to divorce my mom and everything like that and he came back from there (supposedly on business for the Marines) and acts like everything is okay and then is shocked when me and my...
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but i think itd be better that way...
turns out my dad has a whole other wife in the Philipines and he had planned to divorce my mom and everything like that and he came back from there (supposedly on business for the Marines) and acts like everything is okay and then is shocked when me and my...
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user28480482:
I'm really sorry things are so shitty. I have no idea how you feel, but I'm sorry.
mohollyweird:
hey, i don't know yuh, but i feel yuh, i'm sorry it went down like that, don't let him ruin you and your future, be strong.
Mo.
Mo.
sorry if i dont get around to updating my journal and responding to everyone elses....
been kinda occupied with my family here...
i get up at like 6 am and then go to sleep at 11 or 12. im pooped...
i cant wait till this weekend when i get to go places so i can get some good pictures.
well ill talk to u guys...
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been kinda occupied with my family here...
i get up at like 6 am and then go to sleep at 11 or 12. im pooped...
i cant wait till this weekend when i get to go places so i can get some good pictures.
well ill talk to u guys...
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cc_baxter:
hope your family reunion is going well.
motionboy:
hope you are having fun there 
well i go home in 2 days. im so excited. i had it all fixed so i get there on mothers day while its still day light.
woooo hooo!!!
i havent even been able to sleep for the last couple of nights. i had to take medicine to go to sleep and then itd only last for a few hours... like 3 or 4........
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woooo hooo
!!!
i havent even been able to sleep for the last couple of nights. i had to take medicine to go to sleep and then itd only last for a few hours... like 3 or 4........
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dweezie:
Hey girlie - hope you're having fun and I can't wait to see pictures! *hugs*
n2ocowboy:
Im so happy for you!
later sexy lady
xoxo
later sexy lady
xoxo
SORRY IVE BEEN GONE SO LONG
ive been working my ass off trying to off set the three weeks imma be gone....
anyways. i traded... well i gues u can say me and my b/f traded in our acura for a brand new GMV Envoy... its pretty nice. i think in october imma see if we can get a truck cuz i dont wanna drive...
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ive been working my ass off trying to off set the three weeks imma be gone....
anyways. i traded... well i gues u can say me and my b/f traded in our acura for a brand new GMV Envoy... its pretty nice. i think in october imma see if we can get a truck cuz i dont wanna drive...
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widower2000:
Ive been away too, mostly between Fairfax where Kim lives and here in Norfolk trying to help out with the stresses at this house. Mercy... Glad you are doing ok. The Envoy sounds neat... Im probably going to go after a neon srt 4.... love them racers...
Be well my friend,
hugs and
Be well my friend,
hugs and
motionboy:
hey did you register for aac yet?
how are things with everyone else?
well my dill hole of a boyfriend wants me to stay and i wanna work things out but hes being an asshole at almost every chance he gets which sux. and then he wants to get all sappy and sorry when i get ready to pack my shit because of him playing little games.
hell get really mad over the littlest things and call me immature and irresponsible and then when i get mad and say well if im bothering u that much then maybe we both made mistakes he wants to say sorry and crap. like today. theres a little scratch on the car and he was yelling and screaming at me like the front end was totalled and when i came back inside from looking at the car i started dumping my stuff out the drawers and he wanted to say sorry and make it all better. i mean after saying sorry all day for a few days wouldnt u think itd get old kinda fast and lose its meaning. when i didnt hug him back and acept his apology he juss says fine fuck it fuck u. what an ass hole
i only get 2 days off a week and he wanted to spend them both gone and i had made plans for us to spend time cuz that was one of the problems before we started fighting. we never spent enough time together-- and not the sitting on the couch being angry kinda time either.... and then he got mad when i stayed gone and didnt come back for a couple nites. wuts the point of coming home? as soon as i get home he leaves and doesnt come back for at least 6 hours. so oh well.
im not gonna sit around and look like an idiot because he wants to play the damn hokie pokie.... he makes me sick sometimes... well hell most of the time now. i dont even know wut to do anymore. i really dont. poop on a stick man...
its all freakin poop i tell u juss damn poop!
hope that shit works out for ya. leave the mofo, be a slut for a bit. hey, it helped me
later!